obviouslyfake

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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
Besides hygiene and health, don't even want to attempt the rest If nobody likes me because of that, then let them, i'm not a product that needs to match all the checkboxes
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
I am, but i don't know anyone who could use my help and why would they want me to help them and not somebody else?
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
> Guide local undergrads in learning web dev How is this useful for society? It's only useful for consulting companies, so they could sell their labour as a product at extreme markups > What are your metrics for your impact-focus
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
Certainly it wouldn't feel better, but what i was implying that no amount of money has cured my misery and unhappiness
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
I'm freelancer and have a startup But i don't find that fulfilling anymore My entire life is making others rich, i'm tired being a cog
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
What made it better for you?
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
At this point i feel like it's bottomless There is no light at the end of the tunnel, it's only getting darker and darker day by day
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
I contribute to open-source, that's the only thing i would be proud of, besides not hurting anybody in any way including myself
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
Instead of going through this and fixing my life, i'm outsourcing it on pills
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
But why should i be fighting? What for? More money? What's the goal of fighting?
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
The saddest thing is that nobody seems to understand having depression is not my choice I don't want to be depressed no more than anyone else I don't want to be that person of which everyone thinks as depressed, it hurts
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
This is honestly a good idea and it sucks to admit that my sleep cycles are a complete chaos
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
Well over a year ago, but i kept going regardless and just pretended to have a life
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
I've read that book and have recommended it myself Yet i feel too anxious to go out of my comfort zone
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
Hobbies keep me distracted, but my motivation doesn't last very long
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
I've read Alan Watts, the Stoics and Buddhism stuff I tried going to Church, to seek community, but i can't pretend i'm religious when i'm not
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by obviouslyfake 5y ago
I have called everyone in my area, many times, nobody could give me an appointment Already on drugs, but taking them makes me feel more shit, because then i have a thought that i'm a broken person and can't live a normal live with
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72 points by obviouslyfake 5y ago|113 comments