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Ask HN: What do you regret in life?
I was reading this Ask HN (https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=1879530) from about 6 years ago and wondered what HNers regret. Not necessarily your views on the concept of regret but actual examples from your life. I mainly regret not taking university seriously half a lifetime ago, but as a result I became a lifelong self-learner.
Suggested related reading on the topic:
"In Praise of Missing Out: Psychoanalyst Adam Phillips on the Paradoxical Value of Our Unlived Lives"
https://www.brainpickings.org/2015/08/17/missing-out-adam-phillips/
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In the Ask HN link above, a guy says he opened an unread email two years late and saw it was from Facebook in 2009 wanting to hire him.
Similarly, perhaps, one of my regrets was having received an early 2014 email that I didn't open, from someone I didn't much feel the need to keep in contact with. In late 2014, I finally read it. It was an offer to be the personal guide to the US team at the World Cup in Brazil...
- ithipster 10y agoI regret I have wasted my childhood years.
- laxentasken 10y agoI was careless with earplugs at a concert (not the whole concert, just the time before the band hit the stage but it was quite loud music playing) and that may have given me tinnitus, which sucks. So take care of yours ears!
- et1337 10y agoDon't stress about it too much. Even people who protect their ears can end up with it, and others who don't never experience it. Also don't stress about it because stress generally worsens the tinnitus!
- jhayward 10y agoI have tinnitus and have only been to one concert and a few smaller shows in my entire life. No headphone abuse, no firearms w/o hearing protection, no jet engines. It just happens. Don't beat yourself up about it.
- echolima 10y agoGetting bounced out of the Air Force. I should have fought it, should have held my ground and proved I was being set up. I had a witness willing to stand behind me, but my 19 year old idiot of a self said fuck this. That was in 1983. I have a great life, but it still hits, that regret of walking away.
- pc86 10y agoSpending so much time on HN instead of doing things that will have an impact (and I don't mean coding). 50 years from now nobody will care about code you wrote, neat charts you made in Visio, or that you managed to get acquihired. Give your grandchildren something to care about.
- du_bing 10y agoThanks for sincerity.
- AznHisoka 10y agowhat things have an impact for you?
- PaulRobinson 10y agoAll true, but as devil's advocate: there is code out there in the wild written 50 years ago that we care about. Banks, power plants & other utilities, satellites, etc. spring to mind, sure, but even the more mundane. If you're on OS X/macOS, here is the source code to the command line utility `cat`: http://opensource.apple.com//source/text_cmds/text_cmds-71/cat/cat.c http://opensource.apple.com//source/text_cmds/text_cmds-71/c... Released by Berkley in 1989 making it at least 27 years old already, there are lines of code in there probably going back to the 1977 release, because this of course goes back to old school Berkley System Distribution release. 40 years old, next year, then. Can't see it's going to be modified much in the next 10 years. I expect there is code being written today that will be considered useful enough to still be used in 50 years. I know a guy who worked on weather modelling for the Met Office - I bet his code is still in the models being run in 50 years time. It might have been modified, but there is a real chance his code stays intact. Code has a half-life, not a use-by date. Work on code that embraces that, and write code with that attitude. If you're working on some crappy app or site you _know_ will be dead in 2 years time, you might be OK with that. You might not. If you're not, go look for the careers where the half-life is extended.
- ocharles 10y agoA related quote that's sticking with me well at the moment is "no one wishes they spent more time on their phone when they are on their death bed".
- facepalm 10y agoNot enough sex when I was still young enough.
- du_bing 10y agoTruth.
- NhanH 10y agoOut of curiosity ... how old are you right now?
- facepalm 10y ago44
- dominotw 10y agoheh. Yea me too. I grew up in a country where they sexually repress people. That inertia kept me from having sex even after I immigrated to a more socially lenient society.
- AznHisoka 10y agobecause youre too told to enoy it now or because you are in a monogamous relationship now?
- k__ 10y agoProbably because you don't get any "fitter/healthier" when getting old. When you're in your 20s, you have more options (physically) then when you're in your 50s.
- VLM 10y agoThere's another possibility, when I was sixteen, I went to a very large highschool with approx three hundred sixteen year old girls so its not like I had a lack of opportunity, but for legal reasons and cultural attitudes toward age differences that very specific missed experience is now permanently inaccessible. Everything WRT that topic is good today, older women my age are very enjoyable ... but I obviously missed out on some fun, many years ago. You're only gonna be sixteen exactly once, for about 365 days, that's it. So if you're 16 and want to have sex with someone who's 16 the only certain advice I can provide is you're not likely to stop wondering what it would have been like any time soon, and over time the odds very rapidly reach zero (roughly by the time you graduate HS?), so get out there while you can ... while avoiding diseases and pregnancies. Of course seeing as older, smarter, and far more experienced versions of yourself repeatedly manage to fail to avoid diseases and pregnancies remarkably often, maybe forever wondering is better than forever herpes/hiv or forever having kids while you were still a kid yourself.
- bobochan 10y agoI regret that I took the easy way out studying math. When calculus was too hard in high school I switched into a Pascal class, that I already knew, because it was taught by the math department and gave me the same credit. I suppose my real regret was that I let fear over grades dictate what I chose to learn.
- YPCrumble 10y agoI did the opposite. When I could have taken easy classes I took hard ones. Sometimes I did poorly because I challenged myself so much academically. The result was a mediocre GPA (~3.2). There are a lot of lost opportunities that come with not gaming the system.
- jostmey 10y agoSometimes our failures guide us. I thought I might want to study mathematics for life. I pushed myself hard and was taking advanced courses. When I received my first bad grade, I realized it was not the right path for me, and that my motivations for delving that far into mathematics were wrong. I'm glad I learned that earlier rather than later. I've stayed in research, and all those math courses have given me a firm foundation on which to solve real science problems--I see that now. But I cannot regret going through what was fundamentally a learning process, and stepping too far in the wrong direction.
- eli_gottlieb 10y agoI think we have to ask what kind of stupid times we live in when a 3.2 is a mediocre GPA. If you didn't game the system, as you said, to look like "the best of the best of the best", then you suck?
- jackgolding 10y agoSimilar happened, I felt really medicore by (attempting to) studying pure math at one of the top institutes in the world to impress my parents and peers instead of figuring out what truly would want to get me out of bed in the morning.
- lprubin 10y agoI wish I had spent 10% of the time I used playing computer/video games in high school/college on learning to code instead.
- golanggeek 10y agoAh, I wish the same too.. spent so much time watching movies...
- Pica_soO 10y agoI regret those wishful views on the lives of others, the endless attempt to transform myself into something im not, instead of working and making of the best with what i got.
- michele_f 10y agoYou're not alone brother.
- jps359 10y agoTaking the path of least resistance. 1) Applying to only one uni 2) Taking the first job I was offered out of college
- tajen 10y agoI didn't learn to play ball at all when I was 3. Which translated into a lack of friends at a later age, which I didn't succeed to fix in time, which translated into a late first experience with girls, which turned extremely bad. It may sound like a stretch, but not playing the ball (football/basketball/handball) in France gets you excluded from most groups and sucking at manual things harms your self-esteem a lot until ~20 years old.
- bicx 10y agoAs an American, I would agree with this. I wish I'd stuck with a sport beyond what my parents made me do as a 7-year-old. While it may not have been my favorite thing to do, there's a lot I missed out on. When I was a kid, being a nerd wasn't cool. You didn't make friends that way. That took a toll on self-confidence until my mid-20s when suddenly my nerd tendencies became really profitable and appreciated. Before that, I just accepted that people thought I was a little weird. But more than that, I realized that there were many life lessons regarding self-discipline, training, and teamwork that I missed as well. I ended up working for a startup founded by college athletes (not your stereotypical jocks, but smart, driven people) and you could see that their leadership, discipline, and motivational skills were already well-developed from their soccer days. For me, working on software teams was my first real collaborative team experience, and I could tell they were leagues beyond me in understanding and developing team dynamics.
- cdubzzz 10y ago> But more than that, I realized that there were many life lessons regarding self-discipline, training, and teamwork that I missed as well. Absolutely this. I did play football in high school and actually was not really in to it at all (parents forced me to play something). I was also quite anti-social, in to computers and video games, never went to parties, etc. Then I got a degree in English literature and spent three years in the Peace Corps. These things all coalesced in interesting ways for me: - Football taught me about self-discipline, training, teamwork, leadership, etc. - My hobby interest in computers from a young age built up a strong technical foundation and ultimately gave me the skills needed to land my first job. - Studying English lit. taught me about effective written and verbal communication, analytical and critical thinking (beyond what I learned doing development), etc. and has been massively useful in my work life. - Peace Corps taught me how to be social (finally!), patient, self-motivated, etc. and also about generalities surrounding important things such as culture, language, history and identity. All of this stuff has led me to success in the job market and, I think, a powerful appreciation for my work and the work/life balance. It's very interesting to think about.
- chakalakasp 10y agoNot regularly exercising after I finished high school. You should definitely do that. The time to start really exploring all the cool stuff your body is capable of doing is before and during its peak, not as it slides down the slope into the trough of old age. I find myself wondering how fast I could have run a half marathon 20 years ago if I'd become a runner then, but I'll never know. I regret not beating out a fellow photographer for the cover of National Geographic, but there isn't much I could do to change that one, it's just one of those "damn, my best wasn't quite good enough" moments. But fortunately photographic ability doesn't decline with age, though the relevance of the medium might.
- personlurking 10y ago> But fortunately photographic ability doesn't decline with age, though the relevance of the medium might. Side note from a few days ago: Sebastiao Salgado (72) believes photography in process of extinction http://latino.foxnews.com/latino/entertainment/2016/10/28/sebastiao-salgado-believes-photography-in-process-extinction/ http://latino.foxnews.com/latino/entertainment/2016/10/28/se...
- usgroup 10y agoIf you spent your times running marathons in your 20s and 30s, you'd have a good chance of being in for a total hip / knee replacements in your 40s. Swings and roundabouts!
- jgrahamc 10y agoI didn't start lifting weights until my 40s. I now realize how great strength is in so many ways.
- amelius 10y agoCould you elaborate, in what ways? Also, I've noticed that people in the gym are somewhat narcissistic, so perhaps the benefits are only for this group?
- Normal_gaussian 10y agoI started climbing, people at the bouldering wall or at outdoor routes are awesome. Why is it so great? The control over your body. The feeling awesome and powerful. It has made my life a whole lot less stressful as well, even though I do more. If you don't have some kind of total physical exertion in your life I highly recommend getting one.
- kzisme 10y agoThis has always seemed like fun to me - is it hard to get started?
- ieatkittens 10y agoNope. Find a bouldering gym, buy a pair of shoes, go climbing and chat with everyone.
- Normal_gaussian 10y agoNot at all. To start, do three things. Find a bouldering wall. Get a hold of some climbing shoes. Watch videos 5, 6, 7 of Climbing for Beginners [0]. Don't spend a lot on shoes, you will wreck them really quickly and you will certainly buy the wrong sizing when you start. Boulder a bit and have fun. I enjoy bouldering with a friend the most as it really challenges me. Bouldering walls are often full of really cool and helpful people. If you like it then watch some more videos to improve technique, think about what you are doing and practice. Consider trying rope climbing (you will want to take a short intro course for this, the rope skills are important). Then you will start watching super cool videos [1], find yourself at the wall waay too often, and be more interested in finding out somebodies beta than their name. [0] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbIDnMmSLsc&index=5&list=PL-tQqcPz8GJBOC5WurzR7D3F3B8Ag5wgc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbIDnMmSLsc&index=5&list=PL-... [1] http://www.ukclimbing.com/videos/ http://www.ukclimbing.com/videos/
- nailer 10y agoNot dancing earlier. I was a better dancer than my sisters and used to go watch them do ballet, but my mum wouldn't let me because I was a boy. Currently doing a bunch of jazz and commercial a few days a week in between running a company and other gym activities.
- test1235 10y agoMy wife is really into her dancing, and before I met her, I never cared for the likes of anything I considered 'girly'. People really need to hear the story of Billy Elliot (my favourite musical - another thing I would never have bothered with, previously) and the life of Carlos Acosta (who I was watching on Parkinson just last night). Good luck with your dancing, and don't let others put you off.
- adamc 10y agoI regret not seeing clearly the effect that my depression was having on my wife and kid, which will probably result in our divorce. Depression is stressful to the bystanders -- don't think you can tough it out because it's just you!
- eswat 10y agoThis is my one regret also, causing collateral damage to some very close friends - rightfully not close friends anymore - while I went through depression. Had to really rebuild myself from that point and still continuing to do so.
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- shazow 10y agoWhat do you wish you did differently? How did you move forward?
- du_bing 10y agoI think there is not anything I really regret now, maybe I am not old enough. Maybe I should have left my ex-girlfriend ealier, because values differ greatly, it's hard to communicate.
- StargazyPi 10y agoI started regretting not learning an instrument. Then I realised this was dumb, bought a £20 Ukulele, signed up to classes, and am happy as a clam. 4 months in, I play twice a week with a big group. I still sound awful solo, but am amazed at how far I've come, and how much embracing something totally different has enriched many parts of my life I just didn't expect.
- jackgolding 10y agoThis is quite inspiring - a lot of us leave creativity behind in high school, kudos for sharing!
- Yhippa 10y agoI'm glad you found this. For me music is one one of the more intensely personal things in my life--listening and playing.
- sliverstorm 10y agoI play twice a week with a big group. I still sound awful solo This is something I wish I had learned sooner, playing with other people is actually better the worse you are.
- mabramo 10y agoOn that same note, I already play guitar but I've always wanted to play drums. I can't buy a kit and play in my apartment, but there's no reason why I waited 5 or more years just to get a practice pad. I do at least 20 minutes of exercises almost every day and have been for almost two months now. Once I get a kit or get on one of my friends kit's, I'll be ready.
- amirouche 10y agoNot doing more math. It seems like programming is very easy to learn whereas math science is very difficult.
- Insanity 10y agoIt depends a lot on yourself. Math is really like a sport, I was doing it each and every day as part of a Physics/Mathematics major. Whereas in the same class that I was in, many people passed calculus, linear algebra etc, but failed programming courses. Programming might be easier to get into though
- mhomde 10y agoNot making more mistakes sooner
- mabbo 10y agoI regret not taking any real risks. I joined the fortune-500 corporate software world, never tried a start-up, never made anything memorable, never broke new ground. I regret letting myself get comfortable, to a place where the money is too good to leave.
- AznHisoka 10y ago99% of startups are neither memorable or breaking any new ground.
- laurentdc 10y ago> I regret letting myself get comfortable, to a place where the money is too good to leave. Getting comfortable is not necessarily bad. Knowing you have a solid "fallback" option in case anything goes wrong can actually help creativity and reduce the risk of having to compromise, imho.
- kkoomi 10y agoIt sounds like what he is saying is that it hasn't helped his creativity though, and he's been compromising his creativity up until now..
- divbit 10y ago>I regret letting myself get comfortable, to a place where the money is too good to leave. That sounds terrible, so sorry for you ;)
- kyriakos 10y agoWorking with the same company for nearly 10 years without a career path. Thankfully its over now but I should have done it earlier.
- hdkmraf 10y agoWasting 3 years of my life doing a PhD
- quantumhobbit 10y agoAt least it was only 3 years. Could have been much more.
- Cyph0n 10y agoI'm just starting one that will take at least 4.5 years, but I'm coming in with a BSc. May I ask why you ended up regretting it?
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- jhgjklj 10y agoDo you mean you were not disciplined and did not learn and wasted time or do you think that doing phd is not worth it?
- usgroup 10y agoWould you mind expanding on that?
- JoeDaDude 10y agoPity. I was going to post that my regret was not getting a PhD.
- arethuza 10y agoOnly two thing I really regret: - The stress I must have caused my parents by being a complete arse from about 17 to 21 or so. They had 4 kids with 2 of my siblings suffering from disabilities. The last thing they needed was me adding to their stress levels. Of course, I didn't realise this until after they were both dead and I was a parent of a relatively well behaved teenager! - Bottling out of trying to join the Royal Marines - trained like crazy my last two years at University but then was too terrified to actually apply in case I wasn't good enough (which I probably wasn't!). Edit: On a positive note apparently the first thing the young lady who went on to become my wife of 26 years noticed when she first met me was my nice arm muscles acquired from all that training! Also thinking about it going into the forces might not have been the best for the stress levels of my parents!
- stumblers 10y agoFWIW: I went for it and got into a pretty tough program (OCS US Marines), but got 'boarded' 3 days before graduation. Brutal experience in many ways, but I'm really glad I did it despite not making it to graduation. My regret is not following through with a meeting/interview at the CIA a couple years later. I don't remember all of the details, but in the end I was afraid of the same outcome ('failing') so I cancelled it politely and moved on; I shouldn't have and regret not even going.
- arethuza 10y agoHave you read Bob Baer's "See No Evil" - it goes into a lot of details about his experiences being recruited and working in the CIA. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/See_No_Evil_(Baer_book) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/See_No_Evil_(Baer_book)
- stumblers 10y agoI have read that book (it's been a while but I remember it being a good read) and would love to say something more substantial about my experience, but frankly it simply came down to fear of failure and not wanting to blow it (again). This is somewhat top of mind because I just found the typewritten letter (this was back in the early 90s) spelling out the process of getting to the interview. With OCS the process was obviously way more explicit, but this was a series of phone conversations that ended with that letter and plane tickets at the airport on a certain day. I was newly married with a baby on the way and chickened out. While I definitely regret not following through, I really can't complain as I've been very fortunate since.
- dagurp 10y agoNot socializing enough in college
- jhgjklj 10y agoI regret not being disciplined in the college and if i would have mastered my courses in college i could easily understand machine learning now and not have to study statics and calculus now.
- auderwoof 10y agoEasily my biggest regret is that I didn't come out as gay until I was already 20 years old (in 1994), basically staying in the closet for 7 years.
- exodust 10y agoThe great Aussie Olympic swimmer Ian Thorpe didn't come out until around 32 years old, so you did okay compared to him!
- Grishnakh 10y agoNot only that, there's a bunch of Republican politicians who still refuse to admit they're gay, including that "wide stance" Craig guy who was caught in the airport bathroom.
- jey 10y ago> I mainly regret not taking university seriously half a lifetime ago, but as a result I became a lifelong self-learner. Then why do you regret it?
- wsc981 10y agoI regret spending time studying that I could have spent programming. I found my study boring and in the end wasted a few years of my life and quite a bit of money that I would have otherwise saved. I also believe I learned much more in the workplace. And when I want to study a topic that is of interest to me, I rather just buy a book. I also regret spending around 7 years of my life without really sure which path I would like to take. I lost direction and focus when my parents died unexpectedly. In this period I was very depressed. I had to figure out my own life goals, when my previous goal, making my parents proud, wasn't possible anymore. At least now I have some clear goals for my life and am generally a very happy person :)
- du_bing 10y agoYeah, to have a goal will make one happy and stronger.
- personlurking 10y ago> I also regret spending around 7 years of my life without really sure which path I would like to take. Sorry for your loss. I've spent 15 years feeling the same. It's tough, but I'm grateful to still have hope, mostly thanks to having a large amount of what could be called non-professional interests. If not for discovering the endless value of, and joy in, non-institutionalized learning, I'd have been a goner a long time ago.
- brookside 10y agoNever finishing songs I was writing while in the perfect position to pitch them to pop artists I was working with. I switched to coding purely for monetary/pragmatic reasons. I'm doing ok professionally now, but feels like a sad half-existence. (Lot of other opportunities with things I cared about personally I squandered too.) And you wonder why your father was so resigned. Now you don't wonder any more. - Ben Folds Lyric that comes to mind
- enobrev 10y agoI'd hate to change my past as I'm very happy with my present and would never want to jeopardize it. Likewise, a lot of "mistakes" have been excellent learning experiences for me, which makes them hard to regret. That said, my biggest regrets have mainly to do with staying in relationships longer than I should have. I'd done this twice, and both times I walked away drained and depressed. The women were wonderful in their own ways, but we just plain didn't work and I shouldn't have tried to force it, and definitely not for as long as I had. Now, though, I'm happily married with someone I'm excited to spend every day with, and I assume I learned quite a bit from those relationships to be able to enjoy and appreciate this one.
- personlurking 10y agoOuch! Been there myself, staying in some relationships longer than I should have and leaving drained. To counter that, I've said "no" to the last 4-5 single women who have entered my life because I don't want to try something (relationship) just to try it, and more importantly they just didn't feel like the right match for me. Old me would have said yes to a few of them, but I'm more patient with myself now. Good to know the happy ending, though. Congrats!
- shade23 10y agoI was studying my electrical engineering and as all the other Engineering students,I was searching for internships then.My interest was mainly in Electromagnetism and Field theory. I was really hoping for an internship at CERN[1]. I had applied for the same and did not get through.I then kept asking the professors there and tried selling myself quite a bit. I finally got one of them to accept me .However the required fee was atleast 4x what I could afford.As a result I could not go there. Considering the quality of education in Indian colleges and the lack of credible practical experience,I had to forgo those dreams in the field and take up some typical consultancy (like TCS but not TCS) job. This was the first time I had taken up programming(I refused to take it earlier because i considered the field over saturated and highly ephemeral(Boy o boy I was wrong )) .I enjoyed software development .I enjoyed the complete open nature of it and the speed and how helpful people were on the online community (compare stackoverflow and Electrical Engineering SE[2]) . I realised that I loved this work and I was glad that this happened. My point is this : We are no different from really capable Branch Prediction engines [3]. Every regret stems from an If. We learn along the way.I personally keep a list of all the things I regret which I always go through before making the next important decision in my life . I also regret not doing my Masters immediately after my graduation.I hope to do that soon too. [1]:https://jobs.web.cern.ch/join-us/short-term-internship-programme https://jobs.web.cern.ch/join-us/short-term-internship-progr... [2]:http://electronics.stackexchange.com/ http://electronics.stackexchange.com/ [3]:https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=12340348 https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=12340348
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- Taek 10y agoGrew up in the Chicago suburbs, then went to school in Troy, NY, then founded a startup in Boston. Now I'm starting to feel like Switzerland is the next destination, and while it feels like a more permanent move than the others, I wonder where I would be if I had not moved at all. I'd probably be a more stout Christian, my economic class would almost certainly be lower. I'd probably have a lot more friends. Moving has a huge social cost and I've paid it twice. I'd probably be happier in daily life. But I'd also probably feel like a big fish in a small pond. Like I had let down my potential. If I was in that position, I'd probably regret not leaving for college more than I currently regret leaving. So I don't actually regret the price I've paid. But I do reflect on it frequently.
- fastball 10y agoInteresting that you mention the impact moving had on your faith. I moved to Switzerland when I was a teenager and wholly attribute that to my loss of faith.
- cableshaft 10y agoPlenty of non-devout or non-religious people in the Chicago suburbs area. Unless you're talking about Wheaton. But even then, there's a few. Personally I think internet forums had a greater effect on that for me than relocating (I actually moved to the Chicago suburbs about ten years ago). Definitely agree about the more friends, though. That's a big thing that's making me reluctant to leave, is how many friends I've made here. The job market here could be a lot better though. Most of the tech jobs are in downtown Chicago, and even then it seems it's mostly in advertising, which I loathe and would rather not work in.
- mathattack 10y agoIt's very hard to second guess things in life - if you're happy with how things have worked out in general, it's near impossible to say what contributed and what hurt. But.... 1 - I was quite a jerk in some relationships when I was in college and soon thereafter. I didn't need to be. 2 - I regret not forcing my way overseas earlier in life. 3 - I regret not paying attention to subjects outside of Computer Science earlier in life. 4 - I regret not achieving wealth soon enough in life to take care of my parents better.
- restalis 10y agoI was quite a jerk in the teenage years and regretted that too until not long ago. I come to convince myself that turning into a jerk was only an adapting reaction to fend off abusive people. From what I've noticed in the pool of abuse-avoiders friends, the ones having enough social skills maybe managed to deal with it gracefully enough, but for the others (me included) being a plain jerk was the simplest working solution. If you still beat yourself over it it may be because you just forget the problems and limitations you had back then.
- mathattack 10y agoIn my case it was more around dating. It was more about being immature on my part than any issues on anyone else's. (If it was being defensive, that's more conscionable than being a jerk who didn't think enough about others)
- erikb 10y agoSince I changed my view, also due to HN, I found there is little left to regret. I mostly give the best I can in every aspect of my life. And when that wasn't enough I will probably do better next time. If there is a risky decision ahead I try to be aware of it and the details and use it as learning experience. Living that way mostly gives every decision, every success and every failure a meaning. And having meaning means there is not much reason to regret it. Btw: currently I'm without a job, about $15k in depth and will probably spend the next 3 years paying off these debts without any holiday or much improvement of life quality. Yet it was only painful for a few weeks and I was able to move on. And who knows, the next role of dice may end up giving me unexpected luck and next year looks very different already.
- gtmitchell 10y agoI regret deciding to major in a hard science instead of programming, as well as spending far too long in a PhD program before dropping out. The personal and professional toll of these choices has been painful on the best days, soul-crushing on the worst.
- k__ 10y agoI mostly regret not starting sooner with something. Lifting weights, playing guitar/bass, programming, polyamory, remote working, saving money, studying for school.
- mherrmann 10y agoCould you expand on the polyamory part? Are you in a polyamorous relationship?
- fastball 10y agoSeems pretty self-explanatory. In most places in the world, we are raised to pursue monogamous relationships, whether that is predicated on the idea of "true love", or just the need to "settle down and start a family". Either way - monogamy. In reality, a lot of people aren't happy with monogamy. See the extreme prevalence of cheating/divorce. I'm not OP, but I think the world would be a much happier place if everyone stopped trying to be so monogamous all the time. If someone prefers monogamy, they can find someone that also prefers monogamy. But society in general shouldn't be trying to dictate that.
- Grishnakh 10y agoI agree completely, however there are practical problems to being polyamorous, namely in finding partners. This is a common complaint if you read poly discussion forums: couples decide to open their relationship, and pretty soon the woman is banging men left and right, while the man can't even find a single new partner. I'm over 40 now, and somewhat recently divorced so I've been on the dating market for a couple of years or so. I explored poly a bit while still married (wife didn't mind, we got divorced for other reasons), but it didn't go farther than a few coffee-dates. Now that I've been single, I've had to drop the poly stuff altogether if I want to get a date at all; there simply are not any poly-accepting women in the major east coast city I live in, in this age range. Perhaps it's a little better on the west coast. I do see couples in open marriages more and more on Tinder and OKC, but it's still puny, plus most poly women I see online are eclectic in the extreme (and thus would not be interested in me, or vice versa). Poly seems like a pretty good relationship choice if you're under 30, because that crowd is so much more accepting of alternative lifestyles. If you're over 40, I think you might as well just resign yourself to monogamy and cheating/divorce. Probably best to avoid marriage if you can, just hop from relationship to relationship.
- baldfat 10y agoNo regrets BUT I think I should have studied Engineering and enjoyed it more. I love my family and my kids. I would have hated to not be there for three kids that became my family. I wouldn't have adopted these kids if I didn't live here and no way that would have happened if I was an engineer.
- berntb 10y agoWhat I regret is a single thing: Not finding out about my allergies earlier. I would have a different and richer life (also economically, but not what I mean) if I knew I was a bit chronically tired from them, not to mention other problems I got from that. On the other hand, I might have f-cked something else up with more available time/energy. (Edit: The really weird part is to realize late in life that your personality is much more positive and cheerful than you thought. You see yourself differently afterwards.)
- rpazyaquian 10y agoHow did you find this out? It seems really hard to understand what's messing you up if your messed-up state seems normal to you.
- berntb 10y agoThe allergies (and the associated damage from them) got worse. :-) :-( More detailed: I thought "There seems to be problems when I eat peanuts?" I bought a bag and ate. And was sick for a week. Then I started experimenting with anti histamines etc. (The doctor talked about "food intolerances" and not "allergies". It seems weird to be so sensitive for an "intolerance", but ok -- I'm not a specialist doctor.)
- Ntrails 10y agoI regret that I never made as much time as I could have for my dad when he was around. Knowing how much simple texts calls and emails would have meant, my consistent failure to respond promptly and contact regularly will always be a regret. I hate the idea that he might have thought I didn't care, rather than I am just lazy/thoughtless.
- benmcnelly 10y agoI regret clicking on this thread on a Monday morning. But to echo what you said, I wish I had hung out with my dad more when he was alive. Things happen, spend time with your loved ones while you have them.
- Declanomous 10y agoI'm really grateful to a cousin for pointing this out to me when I was 17 or so. I was at a family wedding, and he asked me if I was going to dance with my mother. Being the self-conscious teenager that I was, I told him I wasn't planning on it. His response was, "Well, you know, she isn't going to be around forever. One day you'll look back and wish you had more time with her." I think it's important to become your own person, and you need to spend time away from your parents to do that. But I make sure the time I spend with my parents is quality time, and I don't waste it texting or whatever. One thing I've heard is that the biggest regret most men have at the end of their life is prioritizing work over time with their family. I constantly need to remind myself of this, and I think it is something that other people on HN need to remind themselves of as well. I notice that a lot of companies try to play off the existential fear of being forgotten when we are gone by telling us we are part of something bigger than ourselves. I think that expecting the work you do at a company to create any sort of meaningful legacy is foolish.
- tjic 10y agoRunning my company for 15 years instead of for 10. After the crash of 2008 it was clear that revenues were plunging and the situation was dire. I could have shut it down right then and there and left on a high note. Instead I slashed my own pay and applied a Herculean effort to keep the firm alive...only to shut it down anyway 5 years later. That was five years of my life that I have nothing to show for. Know when to walk away.
- personlurking 10y agoThe following quote comes to mind: “One of the hardest decisions you'll ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder.” Equally valid for relationships, of course.
- tjic 10y agoI blame myself for 90% of the bad decision, and Seth Godin and his "The Dip" theory for the other 10%.
- restalis 10y agoI keep telling myself that I should apply game theory investment rules on all decisions but it's hard for me to do that in practice, and I know I'm not be the only one with this problem. Our optimistic side does not always eagerly leave the helm to the pragmatic side, but I think this is both a gift and a curse.
- schmrz 10y ago> I mainly regret not taking university seriously half a lifetime ago, but as a result I became a lifelong self-learner. Can you please expand on this? Why do you regret that? I've read a great book about this topic: The Top Five Regrets of the Dying. It's a bit more general of course, but it might be interesting to you or others.
- personlurking 10y agoWell, I'm hoping that even if I went to uni that I would have still become a lifelong learner because I'm naturally curious and a bit cynical. Believing that I would have come to the same conclusion in life, having a uni degree in my back pocket would have made me feel a lot better about myself all through my 20s and some of my 30s. Like when applying for jobs in a specific field instead of taking service jobs, growing my professional abilities in said field, having a regular paycheck. Thanks for the recommendation!
- starcaller 10y agoI regret getting my first credit card, which ultimately led to my first breakup after my first proper relationship. It also led to a bunch of personal debt (a lot of which I've cleared, some I still have). But if I hadn't, who knows how that would've affected later life - would I have ever met my now wife? Or would I be living somewhere else and working somewhere else? Would I have some of the cool stuff I have?
- fastball 10y agoYour first credit card led to your first breakup? Was that really the only factor?
- hasenj 10y agoTwo things: 1) Believing in religion and being conservative about it too! 2) Allowing myself to become obese during late teens and early twenties. These two points have done incredible damage to my social life and self esteem.
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- gaius 10y agoThe thing about wishing your life was different in way X is that if it was, you would be a different person now, wishing it was different in way Y.
- emodendroket 10y agoI regret totally blowing off studying math after my junior year of high school and never studying CS at all in school. I've filled in a lot of the gaps but it would have been easier then. But then again, it's hard to say, isn't it? My life would have turned out differently if I hadn't made the choices I have and overall I'm pretty happy.
- tmaly 10y agoThat I did not start working on something that has the potential to have a bigger impact on the world.
- strongai 10y agoI regret choosing an elite university (Oxford) and its ultra-generic Engineering course, rather than a more specific course in say, electronics or even maths but at a less prestigious institution. I came out with a paper-thin knowledge of a dozen engineering subdisciplines, rather than truly knowing any one of them. Many of my peers became accountants, many others quickly became 'project managers' - spreadsheet jockeys. I cannot think of any who actually became engineers. Like others, this frustration has led me into a life of continuous learning.
- ryandrake 10y agoFunny, I regret going to a plain state-funded university and wish I would have taken college applications more seriously to take a shot at a more prestigious school. I think a lot of doors would have opened earlier for me had I done so. Successful people get there because of their network and connections not because of their knowledge and skills.
- Grishnakh 10y agoIf you're a regular on this site, prestigious schools are mostly bullshit. They're not good places to go for an engineering degree, except MIT and Caltech maybe (and even then they're really not the greatest places to go for a BS). If you're a politician or trying to become a corporate high-up, then yes, the network and connections you make at the prestigious schools are extremely useful. But someone who's a CEO or VP of a hedge fund or whatever is not going to be a regular on this site. If you want a career where you're valued for your knowledge and skills, good state schools are the place to go. If you want a career where you're valued for your network and connections, ivy league schools are the place to go.
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- dualogy 10y agoIn a similar vain, I don't regret "choosing" a non-elite uni (Oxford Brookes) which let me miss lectures and tutorials for 3 years, tinker with my own code all day, showing up only for exams and the final year project ("thesis"-wannabe-thingy) for a proper B.Sc. graduate degree. I did sometimes go to Ox open lectures and such, loved the overall high-brow intellectual vibe in town back then (2002-2005). But the workloads and schedules of my acquaintances there, oh my!
- afarrell 10y agoNot getting enough sleep while I was in university.
- ebbv 10y agoI'll go against the tech culture grain and say I regret not going to college. I stared working when I was still in high school and I never pursued a degree. Sometimes I feel like if I had gone to college I might have pursued a different area of interest. I enjoy programming but I'm almost 40 now and starting to feel just how disposable all the work I've done for the past 25 years is.
- grondilu 10y agoPlaying Basketball for several years despite having no talent whatsoever. With hindsight it was a complete waste of time. That's probably not the most important regret in my life but it's a clear one, and one that I can confess without being too personal.
- jkereako 10y agoNot trying at all in high school. I barely scraped by with 2.00 GPA and ended up at a public university that was gracious enough to accept me. I often wonder that if I had gotten better marks where I would have ended up. I also regret not learning to program as a kid. I put that off until college.
- lordnacho 10y agoHard to think of anything particularly bad, but my main regret is not speaking up in favour of a more intellectually competent environment at my previous startup fund. I seemed to be the only person keeping an eye on developments in the wider field, machine learning, coding, investment strategy, that kind of thing. I was working with people who didn't even know what version control was, or that we actually used it. Sloppy thinking that was mistakable for expediency in the early days turned into pure intellectual laziness. The same people had and still have a completely unrealistic view of what they've built. No real understanding of markets, no real understanding of coding, and no real understanding of how to run a business. I've moved on now, but I feel there was more potential there, and it should have been used to build a truly amazing investment firm. Instead I allowed my colleagues to continue thinking they were excellent when they genuinely weren't, robbing them and us of the chance to improve ourselves. It's hard telling people they're not up to a task.
- mstade 10y agoI don't regret a lot for long, I find it to be an incredibly depressing feeling and I try to make short business of any regrets I do have. I've found most of the time, actions (or inactions) that have lead to me regret can be reversed by sincere apologies, shifting your stance, or otherwise try to undo the thing causing you regret. In the case of inaction, if the train hasn't left the station... But there is one thing I can't shake. I met a girl a little over a decade ago, and fell madly in love. We became a couple, but due to various events our relationship ended. Not least because at one point years ago, I was put on the spot and asked where our relationship was headed, a thinly veiled attempt to get me to commit. I loved the girl – still do – but I wasn't ready to settle down and marry. I wanted to focus on my career and build a business and do all of these other things and I just couldn't commit. Not long thereafter, our relationship ended and I relocated to a different country. It's cheesy and unoriginal, but it's the one thing I regret: not marrying that woman. Before anyone comments to that effect: I don't have a particularly hard time dating, and have plenty of experience both before and after this woman. But I've never connected with anyone like that before, and it genuinely feels as though I've lost someone hugely important, like family. It's a very sad feeling and cheesy as it may be, it's my only real regret.
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- personlurking 10y agoI've been there (even the relocation to another country part). Only the woman in my life at the time wasn't asking me to commit, but she would have committed to me - that is, taken me seriously for the long-term - if I had had my shit together professionally (to have been someone with goals, a trajectory of sorts). It's been almost a decade now since then and I don't think of her anymore but it was hands-down the best, most exciting relationship I've had til now. On the other hand, in the breakup, she treated me really badly/poorly, so it remains like a song where the first 90% was great then someone decided to run their fingernails down a chalkboard for the finale. I heard through the grapevine that the next guy she dated, she stayed with and eventually married.
- aepearson 10y agoI regret dedicating my life to sitting behind a computer building things that don't exist and don't really matter to anyone - rather than making a real difference to real people in the real world. I also regret that that endeavor has severely limited my time spent with the people I love most, and exploring the world.
- UK-AL 10y agoWhat would class as a real difference?
- marknutter 10y agoI regret leaving my freelancing career 3 years ago to become a full-time employee. I made the decision out of fear because I had increased my standard of living and was afraid of not continuing to make enough money as a contractor to pay for it. My life has gone downhill ever since. Today however, I put in my two-week notice. I realize how unfounded my fears were and for the first time in a long time I finally feel like I'm in control of my life again.
- csomar 10y agoI no longer feel regret. It's not possible to regret something. If you are back to that moment you'll make the same choice with the information available to you. You are not really regretting, you are just realizing the opportunities you lost as new information keeps coming to you. So as new information kept going I realized: 1- Working for others doesn't help in building a personal growable wealth. It helps others. 2- Others will pay you market rates which are orders of magnitude less than what you'd be making have you worked for yourself. 3- You are afraid of executing your vision. 4- Success in your "social life" depends on the instant you are living on. The old memories are gone, they actually have more of a negative effect: If you had a great social life before and not now, you'll feel a bit worse. If you didn't have a great social life before and neither now, you'll feel like you have missed on something. If you didn't have a social life before but you have a great one now, well you won't care anyway about the past. It's just your brain masturbating, a condition that happens when you don't have much to worry about. 5- Your first priority is your health. If your health necessitates that you stop an "urgent" client project, then do it. Remember, current Medicine still can't help you with most injuries that can happen in work. And probably it'll cost more in medical fees than whatever you'll make in a few years if that was possible.
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- Delmania 10y agoRushing into marriage and not taking more chances with my career. Both I Attribute to depression.
- pknerd 10y agoNot kind of regret but yeah painful: I have been earning by writing software for more than a decade yet I never considered myself a professional programmer. I kept thinking I am some guy that fits well for RnD and Analysis kind of work thus did not dig deep in programming and polished which I am doing now, after a decade.
- leekh 10y agoQuitting jobs. I've quitted jobs without letting my employer that I was unhappy or disgruntled. In retrospect I should have let them know before I jumped ship; mainly because the grass is rarely greener on the other side and some of them could have changed.
- ryandrake 10y agoI wouldn't regret that. Your career is your own responsibility and nobody else's. It's unlikely your past employers would have tried to retain you if you told them you were unhappy or disgruntled--at least I've never seen it happen. I've found through many jobs: if you think leaving is the right decision, it is.
- facepalm 10y agoI think it is unlikely that an organization would change for you (or anyone), so there is not much to regret. I guess one could try to create one's dream job within one company, but it would be a long and ongoing fight, not just a matter of talking with the boss.
- smrtinsert 10y agoI regret not structuring my life earlier. There is no way to accomplish something being carefree. It requires planning and dedication.
- notacoward 10y agoThree things: (1) Not retaining good exercise habits through my 30s and 40s. I did way better than most, but still went through too many periods - sometimes over a year - where I hardly exercised at all. It's really hard to pick it up again when you're 50, but really important too. It hardly even matters what kind of exercise you do (cue all the weightlifting bros jumping in to disagree) so much as that you do something. (2) Buying a house. What a pain. The purchase price is just the beginning. Then you have to factor in property taxes and insurance and constant maintenance that's both a cost and a huge time-suck. The financials would have to be way more positive for it to be worth it, as far as I'm concerned. (3) Getting involved in a project with crappy code and too many developers constantly making it worse. Life's too short. Even if it's not as directly in your area of interest, or not as outwardly successful, working on good code with an upward quality trajectory is better for overall happiness.
- logfromblammo 10y agoI also regret buying a house. Double down on the regret for not selling that house before 2007.
- sliverstorm 10y agoConstant maintenance? What is going wrong with your place? I don't think it's supposed to be like that.
- notacoward 10y agoNothing's going on with my place that doesn't go on at every place more than a few years old. Some day everyone's going to need a new roof or siding, new furnace or water heater. They're going to deal with pests (mice, ants) and fallen trees/limbs and drainage issues. Even when there's nothing wrong you have to mow lawns, rake leaves, shovel snow, clean gutters, etc. - or pay even more to have someone else do it. In our case the biggest single item was damage from ice dams, just like half of my friends and neighbors. This is all routine stuff, but it sucks up a lot of time and energy.
- 6DM 10y agoMost things I regret I would later learn were for the best, for that is how I met my wife. I like the area that I live in and can say things leading up to this point were for the better. There is only one true regret that I have. We weren't sure how the ceremony should go when my grandpa passed. I didn't like that there was confusion about what to do, the whole situation just wasn't going right. I didn't want us to just sit there without any sort of progression. In the most idiotic move of my entire life, I agree, with the guy managing the place, that we should place the box and toss a little dirt on it. My grandma picked up the box. As she approached the grave, somewhere in the back of my mind I knew this was a bad idea. It was only about 3 steps away so I didn't have much time to think it through. When I saw her place that box in the grave... I mean she was just crushed. I was about 22 at the time, so I should have known better. As a more mature adult, I cringe thinking about it. Why on earth did I let her do that on her own. I'll never know, but I will always regret that moment in both of our lives.
- carsongross 10y agoNot having kids earlier, and more of them.
- swipecity 10y agowhy is that ? I'm 26 soon 27, I don't have a girlfriend (not looking for one currently), and I'm wondering what would be the ideal age ?
- Scottn1 10y agoI can answer this because I too wish I could have had my son sooner. I was scared to death of having kids for all through my 20's and early 30's. I now realize I was just selfish and didn't want the "burden" for lack of a better word, of something that doesn't go away. I now realize how wrong I was. My wife of 10 years convinced me finally to have a kid when I was 33. I risked, at that point, a failed marriage if not giving her at least one. We agreed to just one kid. Had I'd known how hard it was going to be for us to just conceive of one, I would have agreed to start trying much sooner. It took us 5 years of trying the old fashioned way as well as some basic medical help until we finally agreed to pay the price of a new small car for IVF. The stress it caused my wife for five years of trying was hard to watch. She'd tear up seeing a teenager carrying two kids but we couldn't have one. My life changed the day my son was born (who is now 6) and I can't put into words how much joy he has brought to me. He is like a mini-me and my best friend. To watch him grow, learn and pass through some early life moments (kindergarten, etc) has choked me up at times. So the regret is because of not knowing how hard it CAN be to have a kid. And you aren't even in the first phase of it yet in which you have a mate you can devote to. Plus you hear about it all the time but it is so different to be living it, but children are exhausting. You want that to be hitting you in your 20's and 30's at peak energy. I am past 40 now and I feel like a zombie at times and many other area's of my life have suffered. I think back how much easier it would have been just to play soccer with him longer if I was 10 years younger.
- swah 10y agoYeah, I'm 32, and my wife is still having doubts because she wants to finish her studies before... I need babies asap.
- arcanus 10y agoWhat, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more' ... Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: 'You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine.' [Nietzsche, The Gay Science, §341] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eternal_return https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eternal_return We all make mistakes, but I am happy with my decisions in life. Even the setbacks were valuable learning experiences, and often were good experiences.
- restalis 10y ago"Even the setbacks were valuable learning experiences, and often were good experiences." Unless these said setbacks have permanent, unassailable bad consequences that you have to live with. Add here "that others have to live with" which is worse by any normal socio-empathetic judgment. It's good to be optimistic, but there is larger set of contexts you should be aware of.
- arcanus 10y agoI don't disagree,but I'll also caution that you don't know me, and I think it is fair to say I've had some objectively horrible things happen to myself and those I love. But years later, I do believe that negative experiences are part of the human condition. One certainly should not seek them out, but stoicly accepting both the good and the bad is part of being a mortal.
- dorfsmay 10y agoNot doing. I have done a lot of mistakes in my life, including being bankrupt, but I learned from most of them. It's the stuff I thought of doing and didn't do that I regret. All those "what if..." now, that I'll never know the answers.
- ap22213 10y agoSex: I regret not having a lot more intimacy and sex during my twenties. Friendships: I regret not keeping closer ties with my old high school friends. Since then, we've taken very different paths, but I still feel like they're the only ones who ever 'got' me. Fear: I regret allowing social anxiety and shyness to prevent me from connecting with many interesting people that I've met over the years. Embarrassment: I regret spending my life trying to be 'productive' and 'socially acceptable' rather than following my heart.
- yodsanklai 10y agoSome of my regrets. - not brushing my teeth when I was a kid (not really my fault though). I'm paying the price now - I was very good at maths when I was an undergraduate. I had to choose between applied maths and CS. I chose CS but I think it gave me lesser career opportunities. And it's easier to learn CS on the side as a hobby (it's constantly evolving so you have to do it anyway). - I didn't pick the right PhD topic. It seemed cool at the time, but it was a niche field with little practical application. - I should have done my MS abroad (but I was afraid that my English wasn't good enough, among other things). Overall, I didn't really know what was possible at the time. I was only looking at step "N+1" and missing the big picture.
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- Elvewyn 10y agoLeaving strings class (or orchestra, whatever you wanna call it) after just 2 years. I was pretty good at it, but hated practicing as a teen. A decade later and I wish I could play an instrument, still.
- dasboth 10y agoCame here to post a similar story. Played the piano for many years, hated practising and performing at recitals, eventually stopped complaining it was too much effort. Now I wish I had a solid foundation to build on as I've stared playing again. All that music theory and practising of scales would be really useful now. Having said that, it's never too late to pick it up again!
- dorfsmay 10y agoCaring too much. Caring for the tedious details, small and big, that I know are important. This means that regardless of my job description and intentions, I always end up being a sysadmin, spending my life caring for the tedious details that are too boring for the cool kids.
- matt101589 10y ago1. Not taking care of my teeth when I was younger. 2. This is probably more substantial: Not finding the right group of people to surround myself with. This is a mixture of not putting in the effort and not being in the right environment (particularly growing up and not really having the choice). Now I'm starting something to hopefully help me and others find and share interests/passions with like-minded people. Life is too short to spend not fully enjoying the things we do.
- usgroup 10y agoAh good old teeth. Not really engineered for the 21st century are they? Nothing quite like the first few implants, maybe your first flipper, and some force fed dental education to stoke the fires of regret :)
- nish1500 10y agoNot trying to get out sooner. Moving to a different country, and building a life there is a long, arduous, and lonely process, and I'm not even remotely close. I'm 24 already, and I regret having to spend the best years of my life looking for a home, when people my age are making friends, finding relationships, and building memories. I regret not having the same starting point.
- gunnihinn 10y agoI wouldn't worry about it. 24 is still very young, and many people never make that move. I'm moving to another country for the third time in ten years in a few hours. You'll make friends, build relationships and have a home.
- damptowel 10y agoRigidity of thought when young.
- restalis 10y agoI regret being hard headed in a lot of my decisions. About accepting more mentorship, more critique, more guided challenge, and more help in general, especially when these weren't that expensive in terms of commitment and moral debt. This might be hypocrite because I'm enjoying the various forms of my current frugally retained freedom (and kind of still look down on those with various burdens who acted reckless by my standards back then). I also regret not taking better care of my health. Although I consider myself a fairly responsible individual in this regard and went to great lengths to avoid health issues on many aspects, I haven't managed to be careful enough and cover the entire ground here. Health issues are costly in a lot of ways, the extra care requirement being the worst for me.
- equalarrow 10y agoHah, this is easy. (This is a stretch of my dumb decisions from 2003-2013) 1. Decided not to work on a company with a good friend. Friend grew the company successfully, isn't involved in the day-to-day anymore, he's worth millions and is trying to think of what he wants to do next. I would have been a co-founder. All this because I didn't think we would work together well, which might have been true, but I'll never know. 2. I walked away from an interview (before interviews became 500% harder by having to know all the latest algos off the top of my head) where a guy told me he wanted to make all their Rails developers millionaires in the next year. I would have learned a lot from these guys because they were building and hyper-growing 'community' sites once every few months. The company sold to Monster.com for $400m a year later. 3. Walked away from another company (a consulting company) where I was one of the top Rails guys - I helped them build their first Rails project (they were mostly a .Net & Java shop before). Super smart and stable team, I was offered a Sr. position and profit sharing. They ended up incubating a few successful Google ventures. My good friend in the company, after a lot of years of making good connections and stockpiling away cash, went on to found a company that Google and other big names backed. 4. I walked away, after a successful contract, from a design company I had worked with on multiple occasions. I had friends there and I was well regarded as a smart developer. They 'only' offered me a Sr. position (I wanted a Dir. of Technology role). A year later, facebook bought the entire company and some of the js devs I worked with went on to create React and Flux... I spent about a decade working on my own startups with CEO's that either (this affected all 4 of the examples above): * Didn't understand technology at all * Were just fuck ups that misused funds and wanted to shoestring years of product development for no reason * Couldn't decide on how to grow a team to build a sustainable product Of course, my startups all failed and I never learned or figured out why until lately. I'm probably in the rule of the majority of businesses failing. So, what have I learned then? 1. Fail before you have a family or even a significant other. Failure and family are a bad mix and you will have less and less time to try to fix things, if you can. 2. Learn from others first. I'm fine with pursuing an idea, but see how others fail and succeed before you step out on your own. You'll be glad you did. 3. If someone promises you they're going to exit or you see some momentum with the team/product, spend a year with them and see what happens. Or even 6 months. Life is short, but a year goes by quickly. If you can get some win out of a year and this allows you up to be more financially 'free', do it! Once you can own your time, then the game completely changes. 4. Be true to yourself about who you really are. Be responsible for your decisions and get organized about your life. Don't float (for too long). Act with purpose and don't forget that discipline coupled with action is the most powerful thing you can be/do in regards to business (I think). 5. Pay yourself first. Just google this and you'll see why it's smart.
- anexprogrammer 10y agoNot discovering I had ADHD until 40s, which leads me to Realising ADHD's part in wrecking a great relationship years ago. Not launching my last startup 1 year earlier (We'd have probably survived the recession). Also having to let people go - I found that as tough as losing a job!
- newdayrising 10y agoSame here with the ADHD. It's made me more creative... I think, but I can't finish a damn thing.
- anexprogrammer 10y agoSame. There's definitely been some advantages, and I've learned to manage it better. No one knew about it when I was in school. If I'd known from early I'm sure some things could have been easier!
- reneherse 10y agoI struggle with what I sometimes think is ADHD, but I haven't pursued a diagnosis or treatment. How did you discover you had it?
- anexprogrammer 10y agoI spent a lot of my younger years thinking I was forgetful, etc. Ended up with not bad systems to manage - but by chance. By chance saw a tv programme 9 or 10 years back about kids with ADHD and suddenly understood exactly. I also realised just how crap the media and popular view of it is. Found out that there were an awful lot of other habits and symptoms that can be a part of it and could mentally check off quite a few. Suddenly I wasn't confused about why I did a lot of the things I did, all the way back to early years. Internet research would probably have had me give up if I hadn't seen the documentary. Half of what I found was "ADHD doesn't exist" or made up junk to sell a book, or a diet or "amphetamines are terrible" as it was the height of the media theme of too many diagnosed or conspiracy to sell Ritalin. Got past that to medical and quality resourses and discover the different degrees of ADHD or even that there's several forms and you don't even have to be hyperactive and bouncing off walls. Started to understand where my habits failed and why. Started to understand why I couldn't fix a few things most people find laughably easy. Pushed for diagnosis (took a while), got medication, realised they're not a miracle reprogramming cure. They fix many of the faults in the brain, but don't cure all the bad habits you developed. Been working on better habits since. Wish I'd had medication and awareness through education, though I got OK results by the luck of being bright. My 20s would have been easier before I started to figure out decent systems to work around my weird. :) Edit: Sorry didn't realise I'd written that much!
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- newdayrising 10y agoNot acknowledging my ADHD until I was 31. I'm 33 and finally understand why my mind completely shuts down when I have multiple tasks, why I run from challenges when pressed hard, why I failed classes multiple times despite understanding the material, why I always thought of myself as lazy and why I would have bouts of depression every time I tried my hardest at accomplishing a task. I've wasted so many years in a state of wonder at other people's lives - going on Facebook, Instagram, Reddit and reading about the great things people have accomplished, daydreaming that I wasn't a lazy bastard. It's also affected my hobbies - reading, writing and playing guitar. I just can't focus on anything for extended periods of time. My songs are disparate parts cobbled together. My writing is a bunch of snippets. If I read I go crazy and can't stop, if I start and get interrupted I never finish.
- Avshalom 10y agoDepending on how you count it: between 5-8-12 years lost to depression.
- FLUX-YOU 10y agoNot learning how to talk to women romantically
- hga 10y agoNot learning early enough in my life that there are people who will shamelessly betray you, even to the point of deliberately and will malice aforethought ruining your life, or possibly getting your killed, just to satisfy their own psychological drives. The former caused me to largely waste ~40% of my life (so far, the percentage will of course drop as I continue to grow older).
- DenisM 10y agoWow. Any details you want to share?
- hga 10y agoFor it to be that big a fraction of my life it's of course an example of parental betrayal, and as I've seen in and outside of my family, hardly a unique one. The trick is to realize sooner rather than later that your parents are lying, perhaps including to themselves, and to stop throwing good time after bad (if you're talking about your bachelor's degree, there's a good chance it's more their money and your time). And if you have siblings, keep in touch with them so you can pass on critical information. As the eldest, I was blindsided, my following sister believed my parents' lies and no doubt thought it was a one off, but then experienced the same thing, allowing my two younger brothers to face the issue with sufficient knowledge to play it the way they wanted to, given the severe constraints. In the US, at least, the odds are pretty strong your parents will be required to contribute to your undergraduate education; me, I "wasted" most of my primary and secondary schooling (2-12) focusing on becoming a scientist, without knowing that would ever happen, and then another decade trying to somehow make it work. In the meantime, lots of luck and no small amount of skill, plus the habits of mind developed in pursuing the science track, kept me fed with a roof over my head and helped me shift to a career of software and systems. In that, I suppose I was lucky, none of my siblings have enough STEM talent and all have suffered much more crimped careers, perhaps counting or not my sister who married well and became a full time mother, and still did some of what she trained for prior to college (dancing). As for the "possibly getting your killed", just realize there are normal seeming people out there who are sufficiently messed up on the inside that the continued well being of the other people in their lives is simply not something they (are capable of) care(ing) about. So take how deeply you make a relationship slowly enough so that you can gauge their character, or lack thereof. In the case of siblings, don't let natural attachments blind you to their faults. In general, don't trust without having some evidentiary basis to believe in the good will of the other, and never disbelieve your eyes, e.g. if you see someone taking actions that'll destroy or severely damage your company, take immediate action. Now, in the case I'm thinking of here, I wasn't in a position to take decisive action, but if I'd been more aware of what was going on, and not so focused on the Maximum Effort software project I was leading, I would have noticed the general sabotage of an on the surface perfectly nice co-worker in another part of the company. And taken steps to protect myself and my project and team, and fed useful information upwards to our common boss, who then might not have been blindsided when this guy walked out taking our biggest customer. Losing that customer's project started a set of cascading failures that pretty quickly killed my project, and soon enough the company. And let me emphasize that guy did it more for the hell of it than any cunning Machiavellian plan (e.g. he failed after leaving the company, and his backstabbing of me was totally orthogonal to any of his financial goals, our projects were completely disjoint). Maybe the bottom line is a great line from my favorite history teacher, "Original Sin is an empirical observation," which the class heartily agreed with. Believe that evil exists before circumstances force you to do so, or force dysfunctional accommodations on you that don't directly acknowledge and allow for it.
- walshemj 10y agoBack in 94 when the web was new not making more use of the v senior guy in BT who I worked with on some early web projects (he was eqvielent to ceo of a FSE 250 company) as a mentor.
- jccalhoun 10y agoI don't know that I "regret" anything. I do sometimes wonder what life would have been like if I had made different choices but most of it is just "the grass is always greener on the other side." I wonder if I should have went into a different career path instead of currently being an adjunct professor. If I would have went in a totally different path I could be making more money now but I don't know if I would be happier. I wonder what would have happened if I had taken one high school teaching job instead of the one I did take that I hated so much that I quit after one semester. Of course I could have hated that job too and it would have required moving so I would have been much worse off if I wanted to quit it. I'm also 40+ and single, never married so of course I wonder what would have happened if I had asked out woman X instead of being hung up on woman Y. But then I could be divorced and a parent or something (I don't want kids). So no real regrets. Things could always be worse on the other side!
- Grishnakh 10y ago>I'm also 40+ and single, never married so of course I wonder what would have happened if I had asked out woman X instead of being hung up on woman Y. But then I could be divorced and a parent or something (I don't want kids). You don't have to not want kids for this to be a big problem. Being divorced with kids is a gigantic PITA, even if you love kids. I have a female friend like this (I tried dating her but she didn't want to be anything more than "just friends"); she really has NO free time. I'm not really sure why she even bothers maintaining an OKC profile; it took me 3 months of exchanging dozens of messages to get her to meet me for a coffee date! She couldn't even stay long there because she had to get back to her parents to pick up her kid. (She wrote back after the date and said we "weren't a match"; I have no idea why and I really don't want to ask her). Anyway, point is, if you're divorced with kids and have custody, you will have NO free time for anything, including more dating, until the kids are at least 10 years old. That's a really big commitment, and a big risk considering the divorce rates these days. Worse yet, this woman's kid seems a little autistic and has some really odd behavioral issues. Good luck getting a decent man to want to jump into that situation... It seems to me that maybe people should be required to take some kind of classes to help identify good relationship partners when they're young, because most of these cases seem to be the result of people picking absolutely awful partners for relationships, and then popping out a kid or two before they finally throw in the towel. This girl (well, woman, she's almost 40 now) had all kinds of horror stories to tell about her sociopathic ex that she had met in college. Having kids is really a giant commitment and a gigantic risk. It's no wonder educated and professional people aren't bothering with it very much; by the time they get situated well enough in their careers, get their student loans paid off and get financially stable, and then get through the dating process and manage to find someone they really like and are confident they're a solid long-term partner, they're too old biologically to have kids! All the people I see having kids these days are in their early 20s, blue collar or military and not college educated, and they're usually having kids out of wedlock, and not even staying together after the kid is born. I honestly feel really sorry for kids growing up these days.
- projectileboy 10y agoI very much regret not working hard in school in order to spend the rest of my life doing something more intellectually stimulating. I also regret not reading more in my 20s and 30s. I very much do not regret getting married and having kids, and I also do not regret consistently prioritizing my family over the artificial daily panics of software development projects.
- Starwatcher2001 10y agoNot coming out as transgender through fear about what other people might think. Getting involved with religion. Sticking with comfortable old technologies for too long (VB6) before moving on. Not cracking procrastination.
- ryandrake 10y agoI regret going back to school mid-career. The amount of money I spent on that, plus the amount I could have been making in industry, both compounded over time, is easily more than the return on going back to school. You really need to shift to a career track with a steeper compensation curve afterwards to make it worthwhile financially. If you graduate and go back to your previous "salary + cost of living increases every year" trajectory, you wasted your money and time. On the other hand, education is worthwhile for its own sake, but that's only one part of the equation. If you're thinking about going back to school, do the math and probabilities first to ensure it will be worth it.
- CM30 10y agoWell, I regret two things. One personal, one slightly less so. On the personal side, I regret not meeting more people and focusing more on networking at university. Indeed, back when I was studying for my degree, I pretty much did nothing at university other than study the subject and go home. Unfortunately, I seem to have found out later that university now (compared to the outdated ideas your parents have about it) is more about meeting people who can help you out later in life than it is about getting a piece of paper called a degree. I feel that if I had known that, I could have potentially got better jobs afterwards (by knowing someone with connections in a larger or more successful company) or found a team to help with founding a startup, website or other venture. I also regret (as presumably do a lot of other people) not learning to code/program earlier. Because like learning a language, it seems like learning to program is easier at a younger age, when your brain is more flexible. Either way, because I didn't (beyond HTML, CSS and Javascript), it meant I had to learn an awful lot when I started working as a web developer, and hence found it quite difficult to grasp even some of the simpler aspects of programming (like basic foreach and switch statements). So yeah, those are my regrets in life. Not learning to code while young and treating university as if the degree mattered more than the networking and connections.
- michalstanko 10y agoI regret my constant procrastination. I regret not getting the best domain names in my country while they were still available back in 1998, which would now provide for a comfortable life. I regret not being able to persuade my wife to move somewhere to Spanish coast - like Valencia or Alicante. I hate winters so much. I regret having so many regrets and insecurities and unanswered what-ifs in my head, not being just happy and awesome at all times instead.
- rpazyaquian 10y agoNot having a passion or drive. I've pretty much floated my way through life, and I'm still not happy with what I'm doing. I don't know why, but I'm not...and I don't know what to do to fix it, or if it's even a real, actual problem and I'm not just imagining it.
- bshimmin 10y agoNot maintaining friendships. I'm sociable and confident and I have never found it hard to make friends, in almost any context. When it comes to actually maintaining those friendships, I am simply awful at it - it often takes me months to reply to messages, and when I do, the platitudinous "We must meet up soon" never even translates to so much as my glancing at a calendar to work out when that "soon" might be. I sometimes wonder if I would be better at maintaining friendships if initially making them didn't come to me so easily, or whether the kind of people I find it so easy to make friends with are, in fact, simply also people just like me (ie. they are awful at maintaining friendships too). Both seem quite plausible.
- vthallam 10y agoGuess I'm not alone who isn't good at this. But i now have realized that you have to very few set of close friends than like 20 acquaintances(i know it sounds obvious) and i never miss an opportunity to meet them no matter how busy i'm with the work.
- bshimmin 10y agoYes. I think having two or three very close friends whom you see often is vastly preferable to having fifteen or twenty friends you rarely see (the "see often" bit is probably the biggest challenge, especially once you have children). Conversely, I have found in business that having an endless stream of acquaintances with whom you are on vaguely friendly terms is extremely beneficial.
- jdc0589 10y agohonestly? Getting in to software development. I should have been a mechanic, carpenter, machinist, or just sucked it up and spent more time really studying math and gone the engineering/architecture route. I've known my entire life that I needed to be making tangible physical stuff to be really satisfied, yet somehow I have never made the leap because the money is too good in technology land, and building software seemed like a pretty good compromise. Now I'm bored with software engineering, transitioned in to a corporate information security role to take a break, and feel like I'll never get back to anything I like more cause the money is just too good. Depressingly, I can see myself slowly moving up to middle/upper management (it's already started a little bit) because once again the money is too good, and falling in to the trap of telling myself "look how cheap you live compared to your income, you can just retire by 50", which probably won't happen anyway. Hell, even if it does, I'll be 50. Not the end of the world, but not as good as doing what you enjoy through your 20s, 30s, and 40s. tldr: first world problems. As much as people like to make fun of the stereotypical "white guys are either in business or start a brewery" thing, I get it.
- strictnein 10y ago> "Now I'm bored with software engineering, transitioned in to a corporate information security role to take a break" > "Depressingly, I can see myself slowly moving up to middle/upper management (it's already started a little bit) because once again the money is too good" It's like you're writing about a future version of me. I'm now just pondering getting more into infosec.
- jdc0589 10y agotons of demand in the industry. If you can become a solid analyst, reverser, or anything else in the malware research space you will pretty much be all set. Corporate infosec is a little different, I just kind of stumbled in to it.
- JoshTriplett 10y ago> Depressingly, I can see myself slowly moving up to middle/upper management (it's already started a little bit) because once again the money is too good If the path upward involves management, and that doesn't appeal to you, consider looking for a company with a better technical job ladder. You can climb the ladder without going into management.
- strictnein 10y agoI was going to go to CalPoly for CompSci, but instead went to a local school for emotional/relationship reasons. I ended up staying together and marrying my girlfriend (and now we're 13 years in with two kids), so it's hard to really weigh the options against each other.
- EugeneOZ 10y agoI regret I still can't get passport of civilized country because I left university (and don't have degree now). As an immigrant, I have less rights than refugee, despite I'm not going to get any social payments and take workplaces (I'm a freelancer).
- J-dawg 10y agoI just scrolled down this thread and started reading a few of the different regrets. One thing I realised is that a lot of them are contradictory with each other. e.g. Not marrying that girl vs. Rushing into marriage Not working harder in school vs. Not playing more sport and socialising more If you're the type of person who always thinks "what if?" then you're always going to regret something. I'm starting to think that regretting is more a bad habit than anything else. There's always going to be something to regret, if your mind works that way. Disclaimer: I am somebody with a lot of regrets and a bad habit of going over and over things in my mind. A habit I am gradually getting rid of!
- Balgair 10y agoYeah, on that, it's called 'Rumination' if you are looking for the google key word to research it more. I've done a bit of research on this, as I ruminate a lot too and it has always affected my sleep. Does anyone have any good tips or sources on how to stop excessive rumination and just fall asleep? The only good things I have found are an exhausting amount of exercise or beer.
- J-dawg 10y agoYep, I learned about rumination from some therapy I had about a year ago. I'm very far from being an expert so take what I say with a pinch of salt and see a professional therapist, if you can afford it. It sounds pointlessly glib, but the answer is to stop thinking. It felt very unsatisfactory for me. I'm naturally a 'thinker' so there was a tendency to think that if my problems are caused by thinking, they can also be solved by thinking. I had to accept that this isn't true. With practice you can begin to learn to gently redirect your thoughts to something else. Don't rush it, you mind will naturally wander back to rumination. But you can slowly get better at steering your thoughts away from it. It's a skill, a muscle that needs to be exercised. This is basically what mindfulness is all about, although I didn't have much joy with the guided meditation exercises. I'm going to return to them and try again at some point. Also, there's nothing wrong with getting there through an exhausting amount of exercise. It helps for me too! For me, the rumination went hand-in-hand with being self critical. Being kind to yourself is another skill that needs to be practised. Hope this is helpful in some way.
- vishalzone2002 10y agoregret not learning how to play a musical instrument.
- rhodrid 10y agoEver starting smoking.
- kitd 10y agoI used to regret not finishing my degree, but I'm past that now. I don't have many regrets but one that sticks out is not taking a team leading position when I was about 30. I am now over 50, happily working in a coding env, but I have no real experience of leadership which I feel is an element sorely missing from my professional experience. But even that is minor. I feel very glad that I don't have the personal regrets that I've seen many others suffer. They are the most potentially damaging I believe.
- zodPod 10y agoI was literally just thinking about this. I regret not working harder in school and not taking it more seriously. I was just trying to get through it. Now, as an adult, there's a lot of schooling I wish that I had taken advantage of when I was younger instead of desiring to now as someone struggling to pay all their bills.
- artmageddon 10y agoPersonal regrets: * Fighting with my parents when I was younger by refusing to learn to speak Polish(felt like it was too much homework and for little gain) * Not recognizing earlier that my mother wasn't going to live past 42 with stage III / IV colon cancer(granted, I was 16 / 17 and I was kept in the dark) Career regrets: * Not trying harder in school. I feel like I should be doing a lot better in life than I am. Not regrets / silver linings: * Because of the above though, I learned to appreciate how little time we really have in life, and to really appreciate and love those whom we have in our lives, along with appreciating the value of learning, too.
- frenchman_in_ny 10y agoI regret spending years trying to make others (parents, siblings, others) around me happy & conform to their ideals / wishes, instead of trying to make myself happy. I regret following their advice getting married to someone I already knew at the time I didn't fully want to get married to, then having kids because that's what everyone else felt was right for me. And I "regret" meeting other people who I know would make me happier, but not knowing how to get out of my present position, without making a ton of people (incl. little people) unhappy in the process... (and hopefully I'm not going to regret not having posted this under a throwaway account)
- paki123 10y agoI'm in an arranged marriage, and I have literally no desire to marry this girl. 0. But I feel like because I have no spine, I'm going to end up marrying her, or running away at the last minute before the marriage and abandon my family. I want my family, I love my family and want to be with them, but I don't want this. They are pressuring me to go through with it due to the ramifications of what would happen socially, and I am starting to realize that they are overblowing those ramifications just to get me to marry this girl. What should I do? Just tell my parents I don't want to do this and have them essentially hate me for the next few months to year?
- intellegacy 10y agoI regret listening to naysayers in my 20s. Whatever your dream or ambition may be, there will be people telling you that you will fail when they have no idea whether you will or not. They just want to stop you from trying it seems. I wish I could have powered through instead of taking their "advice" to heart.
- Xophmeister 10y agoSo many, many things :(
- arvinsim 10y agoWhy oh why didn't I take Math/Physics seriously... But the ones that I regret the most are those were I didn't say how I truly felt to the people that matter that most. They are the ones, not the rejections or the failures, that gnaws on your soul.
- MichaelGG 10y agoI regret being timid with doctors when my daughter had an issue. I knew something was wrong but didn't want to be obnoxious and insist I knew more than them. I let them delay important scans because it was late Sunday and they convinced me it wasn't a big deal, that'd it be OK, nothing would happen overnight. That was incorrect and she died two days later. It was a minor issue that should have been caught, that I almost certainly would have prevented just by insisting a bit, risking a bit of embarrassment of being a pushy parent. 11 years later and this still destroys me any time it crosses my mind.
- usgroup 10y agoI'm sorry to hear that Michael. So sorry to hear about your loss. Hindsight is so difficult. I've a similar medical experience and still think about it a lot. "I had it in the back of my mind, why didn't I insist?". I know it is because the hindsight gives me certainty that I did not have at the time but the impulse to regret is sometimes overwhelming. For what it's worth mate; hang in there.
- MichaelGG 10y agoBecause we're taught to revere doctors instead of seeing them as just another professional that makes mistakes. I'm reminded of "the rabbit is running for its life, the fox just for its lunch". Not to suggest doctors don't care, but it's just a fact: they will make mistakes and they have to accept that in order to work effectively.
- rayuela 10y agoOh goddamnit, that was right in the feels. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you forgive yourself for it one day. Your intentions were well placed and you couldn't have known.
- splittingTimes 10y agoAround 30 I started with surfing and dancing LindyHop. I should have done that 10 years earlier. Cannot stress enough how much more both activities added to my overall "outer" experience of life. The vibe, the people you meet and the places you go to are amazing. The social experience of these communities alone is such a positive influence. The other aspect is more of an "inner" experience. Somehow in dancing and surfing, the connection of your body with your mind through music/nature of waves is, for a lack of a better term, opening up a new world.
- Unbeliever69 10y agoThings always appear to happen for a reason in my life. I postponed college to work in an architects office, a job I got during high school. I developed some software for the owner which we began to sell. The secretary embezzled from us and I am let go. Five years later the boss and I re-unite. At this time I'm going back to college to study computer science. We plan on rebooting the company, but in order to keep my day job I was forced to pursue my Master's Degree. So we part ways again. I go off and study at The University of Michigan, a school I would have never gotten into had life not gone the way they did. I graduate with a degree in Industrial Design and spend the next decade doing User Experience design. But not very happily. At the age of 45 I have a yolo moment of enlightenment and decide to go back to school to study Computer Science...again. I never really stopped programming and I DID REGRET not pursuing this life-long passion. School is...too easy and I'm not being pushed, so I quit and continued moving forward learning on my own. One day, I'm driving down the street and I spy the company logo of my former boss on the side of a building, 20+ years since I left him. I walk in the door and the first words out of his mouth was my name, with a question mark attached to the end. I look at the empty desk beside him and think, "That is my desk!" The next day we are business partners in a new venture. Apparently, he had been working from home the last 25 years, doing very well for himself. But the software that we set out to create back in 1988 has always been a ghost that has haunted us both. So he left the comfort of his home, bought a building, renovated it, hired and trained employees, for the SOLE PURPOSE OF TRACKING ME DOWN SO WE COULD FINISH WHAT WE STARTED. It is so easy to live life with regret. It is so easy to question our choices and cry at our lack of good fortune. I've learned over the years that things happen to me for a reason. All of the choices, both good and bad, brought me to this moment. There were no accidents. I could easily look back at my life and regret MANY things, but I don't. And even if this new partnership goes awry, there will be a reason for this as well.
- DenisM 10y agoWell, that sounds like a movie script right there.
- module0000 10y agoI regret joining the Army instead of the Coast Guard. A lot.
- gaius 10y agoCurious, why?
- module0000 10y agoI was the perfect 18 year old target for the recruiters message of "do manly things, be all you can be, army of one, etc...". My job in there was "signal intelligence analyst"(98c), which sounds fine and good, and you might imagine(as I did) that it would lead to a civilian career in the same sector. Nothing was farther from the truth in my experience. The private sector regards "Army intelligence" as an oxymoron/joke, and my only options were a job with the DOD or other government agency. If I had picked any other branch of service(except the Marines), I wouldn't have had that problem. I also might have found my comrades to be less brawn and more brain if I had joined a branch that was less focused on the combat aspects of war. Hindsight is 20/20 though, ya know?
- XaYdEk 10y agoTo go with Lemmy "Regrets are always late and usually pointless" and to go with Frank "... I have a few, but then again too few to mention", except 1. not marrying her.
- drewbug01 10y agoIt's taken me a long time to get to this point - but I regret going into this industry (I'm an SRE/backend engineer person). I've found other passions on my journey so far, and I wish I could pursue them full-time. I'm trying. But frankly, it's hard to give up the money if I want to live in a big city and be able to adopt kids and be able to retire comfortably and not freak out when I inevitably have large medical expenses. It's somewhat depressing.
- retro64 10y agoA couple of years ago I was misdiagnosed with lung cancer. It was only a preliminary diagnosis from an x-ray, but after several nodes were circled on my chart with “malignancy suspected” written next to them, I thought I had late stage cancer with weeks to live. What else could it be? It turned out to be histoplasmosis shotgunned through my lung system, but for about 3 weeks while I underwent further testing, I was preparing to die. At the time I wished I would have spent more of my life giving to others. I also wished I was more financially prepared; my kids, who would take care of them? I would never see their weddings or even graduation. How would they go to college? And for those of you reading this who really are in that situation, my heart goes out to you. For me it was a nightmare I could wake from, at least for now. Anyway, after I found out it wasn’t terminal, my perspective on priorities shifted in a major way. One thing in particular was focused on technology. I sat back and realized what a stooge I’ve been over the years. As a developer, one thing I always detested was chasing the latest tech, always trying to decipher the tea leave to make sure I wasn’t out of work in 5 years when the wind changed direction. Feeling not much more than a pawn to large tech companies. I realized I had so many unexplored areas that I wanted to research that were slipping away, and would always slip away if I didn’t do something about it. So I did. I now spend my free time diving into areas that I find interesting and have even reached back in time to finish a project that I dared not before. Funny thing is, I’m still learning new things (some a complete waste of time), yet I’m much happier doing it and I’m building a new world around me while discovering new interests at the same time.
- pritambaral 10y ago- Not completing my Bachelor's, even if it wasn't a field remotely useful for computer science - Not going in for professional help with my depression. I thought I could fix it myself, that I should be able to fix it myself, and thus I prolonged it by years. By the time a dear friend sensibly convinced me to go, I thought I had fixed it, but I had constant nightmares, couldn't sleep longer than a few minutes, and had thoroughly misdiagnosed the cause of my depression that would have guaranteed its lifelong power over me. And then after therapy, after I got well, and fell again. And I didn't go. I regret not seeking help.
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- AnimalMuppet 10y agoBeing too preoccupied with things I wanted to do when my kids were younger.
- just-let-go 10y agoI Regret: 1. Accepting what was in front of me at the time, at the cost of my own deeper/real identity, and not just waiting it out. I should have believed more strongly in my core values, including that belief that life is infinite and this birth/lifetime is one amongst many and even if I don't find anyone to share it with in a committed relationship, even then it is worth living and can be shared with other humans in other ways. 2. Associating certain laudable qualities with a minority religious-ethnic group and then assuming all members of that group would have those qualities, totally ignoring the fact that humans are complicated and diverse and different shades of psychopath (even when its is no fault of theirs!). 3. Assuming that my good behavior towards someone's family would be reciprocated towards my family. I arrived at the following equation: If you don't like A's (say, a man) behavior towards B (a woman), then if you are (say) a man, do NOT behave towards any woman, as B (a woman) behaved with A (a man). Otherwise, you are setting yourself up to be treated by the woman as A (a man) treated B (a woman)! Why would you do this in the first place, you ask? Perhaps, out of a sense of righting a social injustice, perhaps thinking that feminism means that you (a man) has to make-up and pay for your gender's injustice to the other gender by letting the historically exploited gender get away with unfair and atrocious behavior (or specifically, behavior far less equal to yours). 4. Ignoring the big blazing (in retrospect), warning signs in people's behavior and actions that I would (could/should) have heeded if were not thinking with tunnel-vision. Plenty of things I can go on and on about .... BUT Ask me what I don't regret? That's a list for another day (when I feel gratitude!).
- samblr 10y agoGood books maketh good humans - I wish I had read few good books in my early 20's.
- Frias 10y agoI regret to have regretted too much. Especially the ones i tried to fix.
- WheelsAndBlade 10y agoEasy! To have invested too much time in Computer Science. A bit of context: I'm born physically disabled, my parents fight to make me follow a 'normal' education. When I was 9 I realized that if one day I wanted to have a normal life I should be good at something. Since I was already spending 12 hours a day on my computer (to take my school lessons and to play with my friends) I decided to become a developper. 15 years later I'm triply graduated in computer science, I know a lot of things in nearly all major fields of CS and I have a good position in an important digital security company. I'm recognized by my peers and valuated by my hierarchy. I intensively tried to date for two years. First regular women, but I was massively rejected for obvious reasons. Then, disabled women, but I just can't because there's a too big educational/societal gap. I don't regret all the feelings I had doing CS stuff, even if it was just the illusion of pleasure to learn and master stuff. I only regret to, at one point, have confused my goal and how to reach it. Everything has a price, I was sure I was able to pay it, but now, I know I wasn't able to. If I had to do a thing differently, I would leave 'normal' school when I was 9, my life would have been a lot easier. I'm far happier now, I only do things that give me an immediate rewards and I'm here for my friends who have been patient enough to wait for me all these years.
- throwaway29292 10y agoNot knowing how to make people laugh at the right moments.
- NumberCruncher 10y agoI try to not regret anything in a stoic way and I am quite good at it lately. It is just a waste of time because the past can not be changed.The only thing we can do is learning from our past experiences. @ OP: If the fate had wanted to work that guy at FB so had he opened that email "by accident".
- mikelevins 10y agoSpeaking up when I should have kept my mouth shut. Keeping my mouth shut when I should have spoken up. Giving in to the wrong impulses. Failing to act on the right impulses. Missed opportunities to be kind or helpful or compassionate. Hurting people.
- tehlike 10y agoFor me it's starting real life with my first job at age 24 and not before. My parents were typical protective parents - they didn't let me struggle and achieve something on my own. Graduated with honors and went to MIT and so on - but i feel like I am still missing essential skills that would make me reach where I want, and the feeling that I didn't achieve much so far is keeping me awake every night for the past 3 years.