Throwaway49202

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by Throwaway49202 4y ago
It's not emotional. I'm not feeling down/sad. I just can't focus on doing anything.
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by Throwaway49202 4y ago
I tried to go there for third time in 4 months and they called them probably because the companies they sent me to gave them feedback that I am not working - because here it's mandatory to be trying to get a job to collect the allowan
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by Throwaway49202 4y ago
Unfortunately I can't just choose what medication I'd like to try. The doctor had me try Ritalin and that worked great (on the focus/attention side) but I also developed pretty extreme paranoia after cca month and since then
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by Throwaway49202 4y ago
These jobs don't pay enough to afford housing and food around here... It's done by older people who got their real estate when it was still cheap 10-20 (or more) years ago. Younger people have absolutely no chance of making enough
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by Throwaway49202 4y ago
My reply to the user andrewmcarter who deleted their comment: I thought I am an extremely lazy person who hates to work for 25 years. That it's ADHD was suggested to me a year ago and it was confirmed on EEG scans, by psychological eva
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by Throwaway49202 4y ago
Slovakia
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by Throwaway49202 4y ago
I admit it feels great and it does help - but it doesn't really help me turn the tide when I'm in the 3+week phase of inability to focus on anything at all. It's also super-hard to do it in this phase. But I will try again, t
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by Throwaway49202 4y ago
Unfortunately coffee even in small doses makes me paranoid and anxious so much I become absolute clusterfuck (literally start believing aliens are coming). Same with marihuana. This is part of the reason why I can't get medication - Ri
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by Throwaway49202 4y ago
To expand, I am in the European union but since I've never paid social insurance I'm not eligible for any state help. I'm already in debt, this is just something I can't afford to pay. I had a lot of trouble paying my h
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Ask HN: Experienced software engineer – but unable to consistently work
62 points by Throwaway49202 4y ago|77 comments