Most professionals will find a way to make this work, or have a sliding scale. If you are serious about getting help you need to try. Life is what you make it

Most professionals will find a way to make this work, or have a sliding scale. If you are serious about getting help you need to try. Life is what you make it to be, it's unique to each of us. I can tell you why I find it worth living but it probably wont mean much to you, or anyone else because its my path. It seems as if you have found a little bit of enjoyment from making others happy, Id recommend you pursue that further. Everyone needs a passion, something that they enjoy and drives them but its never easy to find it. All I can say it keep putting one foot infront of the other and put effort into finding your path. My comment is obtuse and I apologize for it, all I can say is everyone walks their own path and its not always easy.