find something that you are willing to put your life into. something that uses as many of your talents as possible. it does not have to be the same thing all

find something that you are willing to put your life into. something that uses as many of your talents as possible. it does not have to be the same thing all the time. for a few months or years it can be one thing, then it can be other things. You are a multi-disciplinary learner. You must make your own path. Be bold and Move Fast. Go in the directions that interest you. The education and business systems are not designed around people like you. Get over it. Find challenging areas that suck you in and keep looking for the things that suck you and you will have a great time and it will all be worth it. Stop comparing yourself to the specialists. Specialization leads to smaller and smaller gains. Generalization leads to larger and larger gains. But the generalist must work harder than a specialist to realize those gains (they are bigger gains right?) Pursue the things that excite. it doesn't have to matter why they excite you. If you do that, you will do fine. Don't beat yourself up about it. You are not going to become a specialist... EVER. So go do the thing people cannot see because it requires you to approach it from so many different angles. Make your own path. Believe in yourself. Be bold. Move fast. Have fun and play. Specialists do not get to play in so many areas. YOu do, so enjoy yourself.