There is little motivation in commenting unless in the process I can enhance or validate my understanding. Often this naturally means arguing details until out

There is little motivation in commenting unless in the process I can enhance or validate my understanding. Often this naturally means arguing details until out of breath, or my diatribe is so sufficiently beaten back that I'm too exasperated to continue – at which point the topic will sink in, until reiterated at some later date in some later argument – with a level of belief that cannot be attained unless all alternatives have first been eliminated. I'd much rather die fierce yet wrong than live a life shrouded in vagueness.