I think you will be fine. Allah willing. It sounds like you have good intentions at heart. I hope that if you follow it you can find a balance between what's be

I think you will be fine. Allah willing. It sounds like you have good intentions at heart. I hope that if you follow it you can find a balance between what's best for you and your family and the type of work that you desire for yourself. May Allah make this all easy for you. Ameen.