Good luck anon. I think you've nailed it in the last sentence. For me it was liberating to realize that my life isn't that special and it's not a huge tragedy

Good luck anon. I think you've nailed it in the last sentence. For me it was liberating to realize that my life isn't that special and it's not a huge tragedy to lose it. I'll do what I can while I am here. Not even gods can ask me for more. And death doesn't take away all the things I did in the meantime.