Honestly, between Gaza, Israel, Ukraine, Yemen, Ethiopia, RDC/rwanda, and the various weather event who killed thousands, my available empathy is gone. Nothing

Honestly, between Gaza, Israel, Ukraine, Yemen, Ethiopia, RDC/rwanda, and the various weather event who killed thousands, my available empathy is gone. Nothing i can do. I gave money and time for a decade, nothing ever improve. You know what i first thought when i heard this story? "At least he didn't shoot a hospital". You know what my second thought on this? "I hope there is enough hero worshiping for this killer so that mass shooters try their hand at murdering CEO instead, at least it's a single victim" (that is also because 2 days prior, a friend i've met in a youth hostel a few years back was involved in a mass shooting around Chicago). I won't participate in the hero worship, i despise all killers. But still, am i the only one who had those thoughts?