What do you mean "wants to destroy itself"? Why does it "turn self-destructive"? The best interpretation I can make is an allusion to how we're designed to be

What do you mean "wants to destroy itself"? Why does it "turn self-destructive"? The best interpretation I can make is an allusion to how we're designed to be fundamentally unmaintainable (think Twitch's codebase), so living is synonymous with eventual ruin. Fun biofatalistic fact: some evidence alleges that genes regulate our IQ to keep it within a narrow range, keeping from going too low or too high. :D So, maybe, by just disabling some regulator gene somewhere, we could all be von Neumanns! But the true fix for all this is to rewrite the genome in Rust.