I'm only sorta passionate about the big picture job itself, depending on what it is. I'm very passionate about the technologies, but only if I use them persona

I'm only sorta passionate about the big picture job itself, depending on what it is. I'm very passionate about the technologies, but only if I use them personally. C? Hex yea! Databases and containers and CI pipelines? I don't really have cause to ever use those at home, so I'm like zzz.