I'm just reflecting on what I've heard here so far. I didn't made up my mind, as for that I would need to study the primary sources myself. Talk is cheap. Even

I'm just reflecting on what I've heard here so far. I didn't made up my mind, as for that I would need to study the primary sources myself. Talk is cheap. Even here on HN. But I start to get a kind of picture. And it doesn't look pretty to be honest. That's kind of discouraging and sad. That's not my fault. I'm just trying to understand what people here are saying.