Taking time off, reflecting, etc is not a bad idea. > I want to take 1-2 years off and just focus on writing some software I enjoy, that may or not make money,

Taking time off, reflecting, etc is not a bad idea. > I want to take 1-2 years off and just focus on writing some software I enjoy, that may or not make money, but something that actually makes me enjoy looking at a screen vs wanting to punch it. This sounds a bit odd. What is this, a hobby, or recreation? Hobbies and recreation are fine, but they are probably not an alternative to gainful employment or a profitable business. If you want start your own company, that could be an option, but it may involve thing things that you don't enjoy, and/or wanting to punch a screen.