Yes, you are totally right about the unhelpful urge to "win" and my actions being wrong. Also, exactly as you say, in the end the outcome is negative both for m

Yes, you are totally right about the unhelpful urge to "win" and my actions being wrong. Also, exactly as you say, in the end the outcome is negative both for myself and the team. Being viewed unfavorably by potential workplaces because of telling this story is a great fear, I admit.