Your insight is spot-on. I recognized myself in her tale and was thoroughly revolted by the fact. I still don't understand why I wouldn't want to associate with

Your insight is spot-on. I recognized myself in her tale and was thoroughly revolted by the fact. I still don't understand why I wouldn't want to associate with her, even though I have gone through similar experiences and I know that she's a bright U Chicago professor. I even googled her so I could see her photo so I could put a face to my feelings of disgust. I am not like this. That hasn't happened to me before with any writing. I'm rattled indeed.