There is a book about this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bullshit_Jobs https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bullshit_Jobs Yours sounds like a textbook case. Reading

There is a book about this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bullshit_Jobs https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bullshit_Jobs Yours sounds like a textbook case. Reading it may give you some understanding of what's going on, and possibly what to do about it. Perhaps you are a "duct taper" - your main job is actually to just be around ready to jump in when something goes wrong, not to ever actually change, fix or build anything.