It sounds like you are going through what the math community went through upon the discovery of Godels Incompleteness Theorems. While it’s important to know lo

It sounds like you are going through what the math community went through upon the discovery of Godels Incompleteness Theorems. While it’s important to know logic systems have limitations (somewhat of an analogue to our understanding of the world), it’s important that we make use of that knowledge by trying to find different mental frameworks that are useful to us and help us move closer to our desires (whether it be a framework for the discovery of more math or a framework that guides us further along our pursuit of happiness)