It's a really crazy time and it can feel like your life has been turned upside down at first. And there's no going back. In addition you are very sleep deprive

It's a really crazy time and it can feel like your life has been turned upside down at first. And there's no going back. In addition you are very sleep deprived. I know someone who said "I love him, but I don't like him" in relation to their new born. It can take a while to come to terms and bond properly. You don't get anything back at the start. Once they start smiling, laughing, etc, it becomes even more magical.