We're around the same age, and our fathers are, as well. My father was recently hospitalized, another minor heart attack. He's been alive for the past 14 years

We're around the same age, and our fathers are, as well. My father was recently hospitalized, another minor heart attack. He's been alive for the past 14 years thanks to a pacemaker. My oldest living uncle had bypass (5 bypasses!) surgery last week. My wife and I are well into the third trimester of a spontaneous multiples pregnancy. It feels like life and death are literally chomping at the bit on either side of me right now, and it's bringing out a lot of emotion. I'm trying to funnel that emotion and it's raw energy into journaling, to keep it from spilling out into my personal or professional life. All of this backstory lends this visualization a bit of a different meaning or context for people like us who are in the middle of these situations. > What's maybe a bit more surprising is for younger people, even though your annual loss is quite low, it's still there and accumulating. If you look at 1980, those of us nearing 40 in 2018 are slightly fewer, but it's noticeable. This struck me, as well. But, for different reasons. My graduating class was marked with death by the 5th grade. We lost 7 kids between the 5th grade and graduation (a couple of suicides and a terrible car accident involving 2 cars of class mates). We lost 3 or 4 more before we had turned 20 (suicide, drugs and alcohol related deaths). Another half dozen or so in our 20s (drug and alcohol related deaths). In our 30s, cancer and other terminal disease have claimed a few. My graduating class was < 100 people, so for a while there this was a frequent topic with the group of people that I remain in contact with. I suppose that there have to be instances like this but it's interesting to see it presented in this visualization. Thinking about it now, we actually haven't lost anyone that I'm aware of since in the second half of our 30s. Maybe we're turning a new leaf.