As someone who suffers from (what I feel to be) undiagnosed and non-mainstream medical problems, I can only say this: Whatever happened in the past has happene

As someone who suffers from (what I feel to be) undiagnosed and non-mainstream medical problems, I can only say this: Whatever happened in the past has happened. Seeking to understand what happened to you might be futile. These writings are of a person who is clearly severely stressed and offended by what has happened to them. Just control your anxiety about continuing to live with the symptoms, because some damage is permanent. I personally am considering anxiety medicine and accepting whatever might happen because of it, because at this point I can barely function with the anxiety of past events.