This is not necessarily a bad thing unless it's some kind of issue that requires a doctor's attention. Most people are in the rat race of this materialistic li

This is not necessarily a bad thing unless it's some kind of issue that requires a doctor's attention. Most people are in the rat race of this materialistic life and do not even get time to think, let alone find meaning and purpose of their life which is not necessarily worldly as proven by your lottery comment. My advice - see if connecting with God and reflecting on his creations helps you find the right path and purpose.