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A series of essays and books impacted my life the most. It all started on a sunny day, when I was a structural engineering intern full of hope and a beautiful g
by bmer 10y ago
A series of essays and books impacted my life the most. It all started on a sunny day, when I was a structural engineering intern full of hope and a beautiful girlfriend, waiting for my code to run(blah blah iteratively determine deflections of structures with non-linear stress-strain responses blah blah), when I read: https://www.cs.utexas.edu/~EWD/transcriptions/EWD10xx/EWD1036.html https://www.cs.utexas.edu/~EWD/transcriptions/EWD10xx/EWD103...
I quit my job the next day.
This was the beginning of the end. Like with all drugs, there is a slippery slope. You start with marijuana, and you move onto heroin. In my case, I graduated to:
"Formal Methods of Software Design": http://www.cs.toronto.edu/~hehner/FMSD/ http://www.cs.toronto.edu/~hehner/FMSD/
After that I read: https://www.amazon.com/Predicate-Calculus-Program-Semantics-Dijkstra/dp/1461279240 https://www.amazon.com/Predicate-Calculus-Program-Semantics-...
Now in general I am quite depressed:
* I am very judgemental and look down upon most HN posts, especially the ones that praise Alan Kay, natural language programming, or view programming as a "craft" rather than a "science"; my favourite HN feature is the "hide" button
* I am disappointed with my math education, and tired of all the rabbits being pulled out of hats in my textbooks
* I wish I had enough will power and discipline to write a programming language that is nothing more than predicate calculus, but I don't
I foresee that as a result of these readings, I will die alone, sad, and depressed...oh AND penniless.
I wish I was joking.
That's a pretty huge impact.
- hoodoof 10y agoWow you gotta lighten up man. You care alot about stuff that matters only a tiny little, weensy bit. Get out of the house.
- acqq 10y ago> I wish I was joking. The post surely sounds like a joke, the way it's exaggerated.
- swiftisthebest 10y agoPoor man baby.
- unimpressive 10y agoYou seem interesting, mail me and let's talk.
- bmer 10y agohi, thanks! I am not sure why I would be interesting though? Could you share some of your motivation for wanting to talk?
- bbcbasic 10y agoMost importantly: Did you marry the beautiful girlfriend?
- atmosx 10y agoIt's the first question that popped to my mind, LOL.
- bmer 10y agoNope. Switching fields from something that had a stable pay (civil engineering) to something where I am likely to be homeless (math, especially since I am not a genius), was one of the many nails in the coffin our relationship.
- miguelrochefort 10y agoThank you. I can relate a lot.