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by hestipod 9y ago
This is probably the last post I will make lest I be accused of spamming...and I am probably wasting my breath...but I want to put a human face on this. I am middle aged. I was strong and healthy and worked multiple jobs serving the communi
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by hestipod 9y ago
It might be because my account is new...some antispam feature? But I have experienced enough avoidance and disdain irl and online simply for being in this position I wouldn't be surprised if someone flagged me for insulting their polit
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by hestipod 9y ago
I will explain if you care to listen. Imagine you have no energy and are in pain all the time. A cup of coffee or a cigarette gives you a TINY respite. A few hours of feeling LESS worse. Then like all addictions you need more or you feel ev
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by hestipod 9y ago
This is how 99% of people are. I wouldn't have believed it until I became a victim. Even people who claim to love you and you have known for life. In the end people care about themselves and if you challenge their just-world view by su
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by hestipod 9y ago
I have been trying to find a way to earn and live remotely for a long time amidst constant instability, more medical issues, more costs, and people in general making it worse. Vocational rehab programs are a joke. Despite common belief &quo
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by hestipod 9y ago
I'm not as bad off as this woman but the difference is irrelevant in the big picture as I won't survive either. I am in my 40s with no skills, a dead CV and the expectation that if I really wanted it I would just pull on my non ex