It could be that you are a little depressive. With a depression everything looks gray and tastless, useless and hopeless. While there can be many cause for depr

It could be that you are a little depressive. With a depression everything looks gray and tastless, useless and hopeless. While there can be many cause for depression, alcool is known to worsen it, as lack of sleep. Beware of that. Burnout is also a kind of depression. You may need to step back and rest. This said, you are right on most points. Most people want to contribute in changing this world, make it a better place, etc. You apparently lost the meaning of it. There is alot of noise, new things, but what for ? My feeling is that if there are people who like creating new things, we also need people calling back to simplicity. And I also think that simplicity trumps all in the end. Your perception of the ambient noise and how the things can be made simpler is a gift. You could find a meaning for your contribution to software/programming in this.