Big thanks for reading my post. I most definetly have a touch of ADHD (my therapist concludes), I'm anti-social whenever there is room for me to be that, I love

Big thanks for reading my post. I most definetly have a touch of ADHD (my therapist concludes), I'm anti-social whenever there is room for me to be that, I love the rush of being in the middle of a complex problem, alone in my cathedral, looking, debugging, and slowly reaching a solution, one you intuitively know is right, but I'm quite easily distracted when stressed, and context-switching stresses me out. I'm not always humble, sure, and that's is because I am still influenced by an old world view of mine, one which there exists Neo's and ninjas, but it is slowly being replaced by a more adult view of things. But with all my psychological problems I have still managed to make a career out of my abilities but nowadays that career no longer feel like a good path for me. I'm not loving the stress of being half sys dev and half a PL. I'd prefer skipping the latter if it is at all possible. I think, since I'm not enjoying myself that much, that I should either find a more purified sys dev role at Microsoft, Minecraft or Spotify (are you hiring?), or become a PL, or change my line of work entirely.