I think you do not have enough intrinsic motivation [1] to start what you crave to do (yet). Seek out for some idea/project that creates this inner motivation a

I think you do not have enough intrinsic motivation [1] to start what you crave to do (yet). Seek out for some idea/project that creates this inner motivation and then it will be easy to start. Edit: You wanted a plan of action: try as many different things as possible in all areas. Start with something not related to computers ;) [1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Motivation#Intrinsic_motivation https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Motivation#Intrinsic_motivatio...