I'm not going to downplay how bad it is for you, I was in a similar situation to you a few years ago. I'm relatively sure it was simply a bit of depression for

I'm not going to downplay how bad it is for you, I was in a similar situation to you a few years ago. I'm relatively sure it was simply a bit of depression for me, regular exercise and improving my diet basically cleared it all up. Definately go see your doctor. Nobody on the internet can really help.