I started keeping a diary of my dreams years ago but i abandoned the effort because of laziness. I am one of those (lucky??)people who sometimes gain awareness

I started keeping a diary of my dreams years ago but i abandoned the effort because of laziness. I am one of those (lucky??)people who sometimes gain awareness of themselves dreaming and have the ability to control the dream. Being aware of oneself dreaming and knowing fully well that i can simply get out of it when i choose to simply by waking myself up gives me a sense of peace and control that i have never felt in real life.