Maybe think back 5-10 years. I bet there's some nugget of childlike excitement, deep calm fun focus, that triggered you again and again. Find that and follow it

Maybe think back 5-10 years. I bet there's some nugget of childlike excitement, deep calm fun focus, that triggered you again and again. Find that and follow it back up your life. Dig into it and find its roots. Look at some photo albums and old emails and find its fruit. Also "biggest impact" on what? Why do you feel you need to make a big impact. I think that's a little counter productive and mutually exclusive to-in-about-around-through your personal excitement. I can see a one in a million people who's excitements derive from making a big impact on the world.