I'm basically in the same boat. I've done mountains of everything I can get my hands on for years and years. The benzo withdrawals were physically and psycholog

I'm basically in the same boat. I've done mountains of everything I can get my hands on for years and years. The benzo withdrawals were physically and psychologically crippling. I genuinely thought I was going to die. You are absolutely right that they are so much worse than alcohol (or really anything else that I've ever experienced).