That is not how I interpret that. I think what that means is "Don't let me be caught up in grief and mourning so much that I become the living dead." Hope that

That is not how I interpret that. I think what that means is "Don't let me be caught up in grief and mourning so much that I become the living dead." Hope that makes sense. Basically just praying for the strength to carry on and learn from tragedy, rather than to be consumed and defeated by it.