Perhaps watch some horror or apocalyptic film? Many of the best in those genres deal with death and meaning in death. When I was a kid I avoided all of it as I

Perhaps watch some horror or apocalyptic film? Many of the best in those genres deal with death and meaning in death. When I was a kid I avoided all of it as I found the depictions scary. Now I find some release in seeing how the characters approach the topic, and some inspiration to continue working towards the "life well lived".