> Religions provide relief through the Afterlife That perspective is normally a Christian influenced one. Not all religions offer an Afterlife (and in some, t

> Religions provide relief through the Afterlife That perspective is normally a Christian influenced one. Not all religions offer an Afterlife (and in some, the one offered is just another repeat in a different form based on how well you did previously). Other comments make what I think is probably the best advice here. If you're finding thoughts of death (or anything) are causing you disturbance and anxiety, you need to consider professional support you feel is helpful. This can most certainly be religious but it is sensible to also find a good counseling service as, sometimes, these things are not so much a religious need but caused by something you need to work out in a manner distinct from religion. You are at an age when many people suffer from degrees of mental health episodes. It's relatively normal and not a big deal if you get some support. Almost all move on from it, perhaps a little wiser for the experience of knowing that life's not so black and white as it is as a child & adolescent.