I also recommend a psychedelic experience. Perhaps a 3-day Ayahuasca ceremony. Ayahuasca (known as the "Vine of the Dead") will allow you to experience what it

I also recommend a psychedelic experience. Perhaps a 3-day Ayahuasca ceremony. Ayahuasca (known as the "Vine of the Dead") will allow you to experience what it feels like to die, but you will come back with perspective. Ayahuasca is a powerful hallucinogenic, similar to LSD, but the active ingredient is DMT. Check out the documentary called "DMT: The Spirit Molecule", and also the extended interviews, which can be found on YouTube.