"People cook, play, and work out together, and everyone enjoys coming to work everyday. It’s hard to imagine what my life would have been without these memories

"People cook, play, and work out together, and everyone enjoys coming to work everyday. It’s hard to imagine what my life would have been without these memories with them." What is this I feel.. envy? While I cannot do this anymore because of family constrains, I do miss the days where I could hang around my colleagues all day long (who are still my best friends till date).