I think what your looking for is inner peace (as cliche as that sounds). I would love to be able to say something right here to be able to make you comprehend w

I think what your looking for is inner peace (as cliche as that sounds). I would love to be able to say something right here to be able to make you comprehend what I mean by "inner peace" but I'm not that capable yet. Read the "The New Earth" by Eckhart Tolle. It'll explain to you what you need to know. Based on that you can make your decision. The best part about that book is that you will be able to make your decision from a place which is not fear.