It sounds like the problem you have is with your ego. You're portraying yourself as someone you aren't, or someone you haven't become yet. Your ego is handicap

It sounds like the problem you have is with your ego. You're portraying yourself as someone you aren't, or someone you haven't become yet. Your ego is handicapping you from doing anything. Throw it away. Stop comparing yourself to others. And just work and be the best you can be.