I am sorry bro. But keep at it. Also try to communicate with yourself and understand why things are happening as such. There must a reason; meaning the hardship

I am sorry bro. But keep at it. Also try to communicate with yourself and understand why things are happening as such. There must a reason; meaning the hardship may be a consequence or a reason in itself for something greater in your future. At any rate, I love that you are not giving up. Keep at it. The fact that you are asking means this is nothing you can't take with dignity. You will breakthrough. Keep at it.