I've had some of the issues you've mentioned though I especially identify with the feeling that those I know have it much easier than I do. Due to the nature of

I've had some of the issues you've mentioned though I especially identify with the feeling that those I know have it much easier than I do. Due to the nature of things, it's obviously impossible to (really) know what other people go through mentally and emotionally but, in the least, I feel like the notion of talking about one's problems is a no-no. People don't seem to want to show the dents in their armor, and this makes it seem like everything is going fine with them. On the other hand, I have no issues talking about my problems when I need to or feel like it, but it's usually met with silence. I can say this: most people I know have never been poor, and this is a large part of why they cannot identify with problems I have. Being poor is a life-changer in so many ways and it has so many secondary and tertiary effects that others just don't get it cause they haven't been there. Try writing down the life you want, then break down the steps it would take to get there (or get somewhat close to where you can be satisfied), then ask yourself if you really want to be twice your age and still lamenting about all the same things. It may light a fire under you or, in the least, alter your perspective going forward.