Wow, sounds like you landed into one of my previous jobs :) If things are really that way (and you aren't just feeling worse about yourself than is deserved) t

Wow, sounds like you landed into one of my previous jobs :) If things are really that way (and you aren't just feeling worse about yourself than is deserved) then leave. Don't just up & quite unless you can afford that but take the time to find somewhere with an environment that fits what you want better and can allow you to grow. Being thrown into a challenging project is one thing but with no support is quite another. I had a similar experience and I was miserable. Add to that when anything I did went wrong people came down on me really hard but everyone else seemed to get a pass ... Took my time and found something else and now I am super happy. Most of us are too old to be treated like crap.