The many times I did whatever it took to make Nepomuk and/or strigi stop using CPU time, I always felt a vague sense of guilt. Am I a bad person for depending

The many times I did whatever it took to make Nepomuk and/or strigi stop using CPU time, I always felt a vague sense of guilt. Am I a bad person for depending on the combination of having an SSD + endless variations of the find command, strings, and grep? Such as find ./ -iname '.c' -or -iname '.h' -exec grep -Hn pattern \{\} \; ? I just want my data in text; I don't care about semantic anything, and I'm sorry :( I wish I had time to appreciate whatever the hell it is these processes I must stop are trying to accomplish, but I'm relieved they are going away or being cut down to doing just one thing in a well defined role.