I assume your last sentence is facetious, but in case it isn't: Do Not Do This. Bad idea. People suggest it will light a fire under you and be a motivator - b

I assume your last sentence is facetious, but in case it isn't: Do Not Do This. Bad idea. People suggest it will light a fire under you and be a motivator - but it can also paralyze you with anxiety so that you end up getting nothing done, like the deer frozen with fear in the headlights. It's a horrible place to be, and there's many business problems that can be rapidly solved with cash. (eg Don't waste hours and hours of labour if you can just buy an off-the-shelf software package to do the job faster & more cost-effectively.) Don't take risks, manage risk.