Every time I sit down to solve a problem with code, I feel dread. Every time I even think about strapping on my skates, I feel so much dread that my stomach hur

Every time I sit down to solve a problem with code, I feel dread. Every time I even think about strapping on my skates, I feel so much dread that my stomach hurts. I think that dread cannot be decoupled from hope. And that this is especially true for folks with higher developmental potentials.