I think you need to get out of your head. It's a bit masturbatory, this constant introspection and comparison. It feels good, but you shouldn't do it all the

I think you need to get out of your head. It's a bit masturbatory, this constant introspection and comparison. It feels good, but you shouldn't do it all the time. If you truly can't find joy in the smell of spring, or exploring a strange city, or jumping out of an airplane, than you should seek some medical assistance. If you indeed do get joy from these things, than go enjoy them, and when you look to your left and your right, you'll find other people enjoying them also. You just connected with another person socially, even if he can't do differential equations in his head.