I look very much forward to your post! I don't think I have depression but it's energy sucking and morale crushing. Then there are days where everything goes we

I look very much forward to your post! I don't think I have depression but it's energy sucking and morale crushing. Then there are days where everything goes well, and then getting crushed. It's like one step forward and three steps back. Slowly and I mean really subtly the momentum picks up but by no means is it a breeze. I've seen the slow ramp of death and thinking 'thats not me' boy am I learning it now.