Interesting and funny. Good to see I'm not the only one in a similar situation. You're not sick, you're just a human being in a very competitive world which ch

Interesting and funny. Good to see I'm not the only one in a similar situation. You're not sick, you're just a human being in a very competitive world which changes very fast. You're bombarded by an unlimited amount of information, entertainment, advertisement, scary news and adrenaline. No wonder we all have ADHD and OCD and whatnot. Some tips: You need to force a little discipline upon yourself, limit your addictions, eat healthy and excersise. Socialize. Make an imperfect thing, just a prototype, no database, no beautiful graphics, messy code. Show it to the world and see what the world thinks of it. If they get as excited as you are, then find some money and focus on doing it right: TDD the shit out of it. It's the only way, just do it badly and see how it feels. It might not be as cool as you thought or it might actually be your Thing! I'd write a longer comment, but I feel like I'm taking time away from my next insane project that's going to change the world - and I need to write some code. Good luck.