It's like asking, how do I walk without legs? Unlike what Nike's ad says, somethings are not possible, and most things are not worth it. Your family, sanity, h

It's like asking, how do I walk without legs? Unlike what Nike's ad says, somethings are not possible, and most things are not worth it. Your family, sanity, health come first; more so than work, pride and money(beyond basics). What you are experiencing is a sampling error, where you are surrounded by young people who have similar views as yourself. Get out, see more of the world, heck, work for a IT dept. You would be surprised by how much money they make for the work they do.