I gave up on the idea of following what I thought of as my passion (studying military history) as a profession in high school because of writing anxiety. I pick

I gave up on the idea of following what I thought of as my passion (studying military history) as a profession in high school because of writing anxiety. I picked up programming because it was usually enjoyable, but the only passion I have about it is seething hatred for terrible UIs and poorly-documented nondesigned APIs.