You are not alone. I am 30 and have experienced the same thing my entire life. Several years ago I questioned it too and was told that it was MY fault for not i

You are not alone. I am 30 and have experienced the same thing my entire life. Several years ago I questioned it too and was told that it was MY fault for not initiating conversations with people all the time, even though nobody ever has put the effort into initiating a conversation with me, I always just get ignored, somehow I have to put in all the effort and everyone else gets a free pass. But even when I put in a lot of effort nobody gives a shit and eventually flakes out because we haven't been friends since kindergarten like the rest of their friends have been. Well, I finally had enough of this bullshit life and flakey bullshit people; I got rid of all my belongings and moved to South East Asia.