I totally get you. I'm at the same place myself. I just decided the only way forward was to do 'hack nights' at my house and invite any programmers I knew who

I totally get you. I'm at the same place myself. I just decided the only way forward was to do 'hack nights' at my house and invite any programmers I knew who find it fun. Keeps me focused on actually building out a project, we all get/give feedback, and I feel like I was productive. Also, learning in a vacuum can make it hard to really benchmark how knowledgable or 'good' you are. So getting some feedback in groups may help out.